anyway,, ngayon yung celebration ng birthday ni mam autencio//reunion//outing ng iv-israel.. (class ko nung 4th year..) sa laguna.. whole day lang kami kasi hindi papayagan yung karamihan (including me..) pag overnight.. pero kahit ganun eh super saya naman!! as in to the nth degree!! sayang nga ngayon lang me sumama eh.. kung alam ko lang ganito kasaya eh di sana sumama rin me nung april.. (i should have known!! grrrr!!) eh at least diba nakasama naman me kaya okei na yun!! nung andun na.. aba!! ang mga loko nagbihis agad at nagswimming na.. pero ako.. ako na malandi.. ang princesa.. pinag-ihaw nila ng liempo at porkchop!! ::bwiset!!:: pinagtatawanan na nga ako ni alvir dahil umiiyak na me dahil sa usok.. pero okei lang yun sakin.. para samin naman yun eh.. (naks!! drama!!) pero after nun swimming na hanggang magsawa ka!! as in kahit tanghaling tapat nasa pool kami.. buti nga di me masyado na-burn eh.. (enrollment pa naman namin sa monday..) tapos ayun na.. basta ang saya-saya..
yung saya ko nung buong araw na yun "unexplainable" eh.. parang "beyond the limit".. (with special interpretation of my ate les!!) ganun ko na-miss ang high school friends ko.. wait!! friends?? no!! definitely not!! "family" would be the best term to describe them!! kasi alam nyo yun?? they're the ones i grew up with.. sabay-sabay namin natuklasan,, natutunan,, naramdaman,, naranasan ang mga bagay-bagay dito sa mundo.. kaya ganun nalang sila sakin.. oo!! i'll admit medyo "nalihis" ako ng landas ko nung 4th year.. (prodigal daughter!! nyahaha..) pero di ko naman nireregret yun eh.. syempre i have to learn my lessons the *.HARD.* way.. and so i did!! thankfully,, nakabalik at nakasabay nanaman ulit ako sa takbo ng buhay nila eh.. "namin" na pala!! may mga times nung araw na yun natutulala nalang me dahil on the back of my mind.. "shit!! his is what i've been missing the time i wasn't around?? sayang.. SAYANG!!" ::leche!!:: pero diba naman.. it's never too late for a change?? and i think this is it!! i'll never make that same ah.. er.. uhm.. i couldn't say mistake kasi di ko nga nireregret eh.. let's just say *.KABALIWAN.*.. yan!! hindi ko na uli uulitin yung kabaliwan ko na yun..
i know some of you wouldn't get what i'm saying but this is what i want you all to know guys.. (naks!! guys.. hindi peepz!!) never.. as in never ever turn your back on your *.FRIENDS.* because no matter what happens they're still the ones you can run to for help,, strength,, happiness,, and money!! nyahaha.. no seriously.. kahit ikutin mo pa mundo sila at sila parin yung nagaantay parin sa tabi-tabi para tulungan ka.. kahit minsan mo na silang iniwan!! kaya kayo.. treasure your friends.. di nyo alam yung iba jan one-of-a-kind lang at yung iba minsan sa isang century lang pinapanganak!!
** to iv-israel.. (lalo na sa mga "supah friends" ko..) thank you thank you so much sa lahat-lahat.. nung nagka-problema ako kayo yung iniyakan ko.. nung naka-recover na ko kayo naki-celebrate sakin.. nung nagkwento ako kayo yung nakinig kahit corny na.. basta thank you so much!! all of you have contributed something to make up the whole "me".. dito lang din me for all of you just as you were there for me.. love you all guys!!
so pano peepz?? i'm so sleepy na.. zzzzzzzz.. hope you did get something from reading this crap!! for you it may be a crap,, but for me?? it's my way of expressing myself!! so bahbher na muna.. next time na uli.. nytie!! mwah!! mwah!!
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