Thank You For The Broken Heart.

Thank You For The Broken Heart
By: J Rice


Everything I know about love I learned from you
And everything I know about pain I learned from you
You were my only, you were my first
You showed me lonely and you took me in when I was hurt
But the most important thing you ever gave me
You was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn't for you
I might forget how it feels to let go
And how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

I still remember when you called
And said that he didn't admit anything
How could you expect me to look at you the same way
You were my only but not my last
You showed me lonely and you made me put you in the past
The most important thing you ever gave me was the one that hurt the most

So thank you for the broken heart, oh yeah
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn't for you
I might forget how it feels to let go
And how it feels to get a brand new start
So thank you for the broken heart

And every time I find myself alone in pieces
I find myself I'll just remember when you hurt me and I made it

So thank you for the broken heart
And thank you for the permanent scar
Cause if it wasn't for you
I wouldn't be here with the love of my life all my pain disappear
I've come so far
So thank you for the broken heart
I thank you.. I thank you
For the broken heart

Go And Sin No More.

The perfect song for this year's Youth Camp with the theme "Breaking Sin". The message is simple but has a great impact, especially to the ones who can relate to it. [I think almost everyone can.] It's about Repentance, Redemption, and everything in between. If you're not familiar with the song, you can search for it via YouTube. :)

GO AND SIN NO MORE
by: Rebecca St. James

I've sinned, come on my knees
For I'm not worthy of Your love
How could You die for me
Such grace can only come from God

Oh Lord, You search and You know me
You see me inside out
God, You alone can forgive me
Erase my fear and my doubt
Father, You pick me up
I feel like a child in Your arms
I don't deserve this love,
but I hear Your voice, Lord Jesus

CHORUS:
Go and sin no more
He said "I will not condemn you,
I'll forgive and I'll forget it all
Go and sin no more
My child, let me remind you it
is I who'll lead and guide you as you go"

You are my purpose - You are the reason that I live
I want to be like You - Help me to love and to forgive
God, let me not be distracted
Lord, help me focus on You
Keep sin from ruling my life, Lord - make me holy and pure
Father, You pick me up - I feel like a child in Your arms
I don't deserve this love but, I hear Your voice Lord, Jesus

CHORUS:
Go and sin no more
He said "I will not condemn you,
I'll forgive and I'll forget it all
Go and sin no more
My child, let me remind you it
is I who'll lead and guide you as you go"

Wipe, wipe away
Take, take away
Break, break away
Fill my life, make it right
Father, help me, Father, help me go

CHORUS:
He said "I will not condemn you, no
Go and sin no more
My child let me remind you it is I
who'll lead and guide you as you go"

I've sinned, come on my knees, how could You die for me
You search my heart - know my thoughts
See me inside out and all throughout me
You alone can forgive me
You always pick me up - like a child in Your arms
I could stay with Your forever here

And the saga continues.. Let's put on the armor and together be the army of God. :)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY! :)

Hey hey! Something 'bout this day that makes me wanna sing this song over and over and OVER again. It's been exactly a year ago.. Haaaaay.. Watch this.

Confessions [Part II]

by: Usher

These are my confessions

Just when I thought I said all I can say

My chick on the side said she got one on the way

These are my confessions

Man I'm grown and I don't know what to do

I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions

If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all

Damn near cried when I got that phone call

I'm so gone and I don't know what to do

But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Now this gon' be the hardest thing I think I ever had to do

Got me talkin' to myself askin' how I'm gon' tell you

'bout that chick on part 1 I told ya'll I was creepin' with, creepin' with

Said she's 3 months pregnant and she's keepin' it

The first thing that came to mind was you

Second thing was how do I know if it's mine and is it true

Third thing was me wishin' that I never did what I did

How I ain't ready for no kid and bye bye to our relationship

These are my confessions

Just when I thought I said all I can say

My chick on the side said she got one on the way

These are my confessions

Man I'm grown and I don't know what to do

I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions

If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all

Damn near cried when I got that phone call

I'm so gone and I don't know what to do

But to give you part 2 of my confessions

Sitting here stuck on stupid tryna figure out

When, what, and how I'mma let this come out of my mouth

Said it ain't gon' be easy

But I need to stop thinkin', contemplatin'

Be a man and get it over with (over with)

I'm ridin' in my whip

Racin' to her place

Talkin' to myself

Preparin' to tell her to her face

She open up the door and didn't want to come near me

I said one second baby

Please hear me

These are my confessions

Just when I thought I said all I can say

My chick on the side said she got one on the way

These are my confessions

Man I'm grown and I don't know what to do

I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions

If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all

Damn near cried when I got that phone call

I'm so gone and I don't know what to do

But to give you part 2 of my confessions

And this by far is the hardest thing I think I've ever had to do

To tell you, the woman I love

That I'm having a baby by a woman that I barely even know

I hope you can accept the fact that I'm man enough to tell you this

And hopefully you'll give me another chance

This ain't about my career

This ain't about my life

It's about us

Please

These are my confessions

Just when I thought I said all I can say

My chick on the side said she got one on the way

These are my confessions

Man I'm grown and I don't know what to do

I guess I gotta give you part 2 of my confessions

If I'm gonna tell it then I gotta tell it all

Damn near cried when I got that phone call

I'm so gone and I don't know what to do

But to give you part 2 of my confessions

How Do I Breathe.

• How do I breathe without you here by my side? How will I see, when your love brought me to the light? Where do I go, if your heart's where I lay my head? When you're not with me, How do I breathe?
  

Rain.

Dahil sa maulan ngayon.. [At dahil I super duper love this song.] Here's Rain by Razah. Enjoy! ♥

HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE! ♥♥♥

Sayang Naman.

Sayang Naman
by: Nina


Di ko malimutan
Ang mga sumpa sa akin na 'di iiwan
Ako ay nagtiwala at sa yo ay naniwala
Na ako lamang ang nasa buhay mo

Tandang tanda ko pa
Ng sabihin mo sa akin na ayaw mo na
Ang mundo ko ay gumuho at ang luha'y biglang tumulo
Ang mga pangarap ko'y naglaho

Ano pa ba ang magagawa
Siguro nga'y hindi tayo para sa isa't-isa

Sayang naman ang pag-ibig na ibinuhos ko sayo
Sayang naman ang mga panahon na ginugol ko sayo
Kung maibabalik ko lang ang ating nakaraan
Di na sana dadating sa ganitong kalagayan

'Di ko matandaan
Kung ano ang huli nating pag-aalitan
Saan ba ako nagkulang, ano ba ang kasalanan
At ikaw ay biglang lumisan

Ano pa ba ang magagawa
Siguro nga'y hindi tayo para sa isa't-isa

Sayang naman ang pag-ibig na ibinuhos ko sayo
Sayang naman ang mga panahon na ginugol ko sayo
Kung maibabalik ko lang ang ating nakaraan
Di na sana dadating sa ganitong kalagayan

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Woke up with a heavy heart. [And an even heavier eye...bags.] Kaya 'to.. Not so good morning, kahit pa ba FRIDAY ngayon eh. SO WHAT?! Inyo na mga FRIDATE ninyo! AT Thanksgiving pa ngayon, so double celebration. Sige na, kayo na magcelebrate, saya ninyo eh noh? *Insert sarcasm here* [Hahaha! Natatawa naman ako sa kabitteran na 'to. JOKE!]

Ayun lang. One word. Sayang. :( Hindi naman sa may "regrets" ka or anything. Sayang lang. Nasasayangan lang ako. Yung tipo ng sayang na mapapabirit ka ng ♪♫ WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL.. ♫♪ Hahaha! Basta ganun.

Sayang.. Sayang.. Sayang..

Pati tuloy ako iisipin ko na yung mga "What might have been" na yan at yung mga "We almost had 'US' back together" shit. EWAN! *pweh!*

Usher Terry Raymond IV

I once read a quote on Tumblr that says "There's a Taylor Swift song for every love story." [Or vice-versa? Not sure. Anyway..] But being a fan of Usher, [And his abs! ♥♥♥ USHER RAYMOND.. REPRESENT!] I decided to pick 10 of my favorite hits from the sexiest R&B singer/producer that has a little [Or a lot.] to say about my "so-called-love-life". [And everything else.] Begin.

The man and his hotness!

10. NICE AND SLOW
Album: My Way (1997)

"They call me U-S | H-E-R | R-A | Y-M | O-N-D." Accidentally heard this song from my sister's CD Player waaaay before [Yup. Ganun na katagal yun!] and I actually liked it. "Sino 'to?" "Si Usher." "Sino siya?" Then she showed me the Music video of that song. "Ay! 'Di gwapo!" [I know.. I know.. I WAS WRONG! I didn't know it yet at that time! Forgive me. Hahaha!] But then, I've added him to my 'playlist, which includes -- Westlife, N*Sync, A1, BSB, Spice Girls, Aqua, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera and of course, MANDY MOORE! [WTH! It was the 90's! Don't turn this against me.]

• Let me take you to a place nice and quiet, there ain't no one there to interrupt, ain't gotta rush. I just want to take it nice and slow. See I've been waiting for this for so long, we'll be makin' love until the sun cones up, Baby I just wanna take it nice and slow.

9. U GOT IT BAD
Album: 8701 (2001)

Usher + Chili = ♥. I think he wrote this one for her, or is it just in the music video? Anyway, first time I heard this, I couldn't understand what the song is trying to say. All I know is that a certain "man" is telling this certain "girl" that he really loves her. Aaaaaaaww. *pweh!* That's all there is. I like it, and I don't have to explain further why. Ü [Hanggang ngayon nangangarap parin ako na may kakanta nito ng MALUPIT para sakin. Hahaha! ASA!]

• Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl. I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world. Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man. Promise to love you the best I can.
  

8. CAN U HELP ME
Album: 8701 (2001)

Aaaaawww. If I could just have Usher and put him in my pocket. ♥ I SUPER love this song, that even though the "girl" is very "impossible" to deal with, he still tries his best to show her his love. [Errrmm.. Lagi ko yata kinakanta 'to sa kanila. Baliktad! Hahaha!] Can you help me? Tell me what you want from me. Basta!

• And now your not around, I wish for every moment in time that I wasted, we used it to make sweet love. Baby be my guide please take my hand, want you to know that I got you if you need it. I don't want to be on the outside looking in, I got to have you girl can't you see it.

7. SEPARATED
Album: My Way (1997)

Break-ups. Bitterness. Letting go. And the irony of it all. Did I miss something? Ü

• So why don't you go your way, and I'll go mine. Live you life, and I'll live mine. Baby, you'll do well, and I'll be fine. 'Cause we're better off separated..



• Girl I know we had some good times. It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye. Girl you know I love you, I can't deny. I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
  I know it hurts so much but it's best for us.
  

6. HERE I STAND
Album: Here I Stand (2008)

In a tiny room, slow dancing, dimmed lights, eyes closed, hearts beating. *tug-tug tug-tug* WOW! How romantic! Ü [Nananaginip na naman yata ako!] I don't wanna go into details. Basta! This is one of those songs na pwede mo gawing background music kapag magppropose ka na.. Ganung eksena! Ü

• I'm hoping that this ain't too hard to believe, 'cause baby, you're the only one for me. I know it gets hard when I'm moving in and out of state, but I promise my heart for you I would save. Just remember that no matter how far I go. And no matter how long it takes. No one or nothing can change. Forever yours, here I stand..
  

5. LOVE IN THIS CLUB [PART II]
Album: Here I Stand (2008)

Clubbing. Hot girls. Equally hot boys. [Dirty] Dancing. Flirting. Cheating. [In a very "sexy" way. Haha!] This song reminds me of all that. [And my experiences during my "party girl" days.] My favorite line: "I know you want it, but I'm hesistating.. You must be crazy, I got a man, you got a lady.." [Hahaha! 'Yan na! Kapag may naunang kumagat. GAME ON!] If you used to be a party girl like me that goes barhopping every weekend, this isn't the type of music that will make you dance, but the song will surely move you. THE BEAT IS SO SEXY! ♥ Add to that the flirtatious voice of Beyonce' and the [Always existing] hotness of Usher. \m/

• I know we here together so this must be something special. You could be anywhere you wanted but you decided to be here with me. No coincidence, it was meant to be.
  

4. MOVING MOUNTAINS
Album: Here I Stand (2008)

My "Emo" song. Chot! When times are hard [And I mean HARD.] to deal with, I listen to this. [Tipong nagiging background music of the moment.]

Broken promises. Trust issues. Redemption. Second chances. Moving forward.

• That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us. And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us. I told you to leave, but you lied to me when you said that "Baby no worries, I promise to get us back".
  



• But I keep climbing and hoping things would change. And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away. It's like moving mountains..
  

3. PAPERS
Album: Raymond v. Raymond (2010)

Theme song ng mga mag-di-divorce. Hehe. Though the lyrics are simple, it has a nice beat to go with it. [I'm a sucker for R&B, I know.]

It's very simple. It's all about giving up.

• I'm losing my mind, cant figure out who's wrong or right. I know it's you I love, but then I also know it's you I don't like. You claim you hate who I was, but that's the reason you here now. You think I don't know what's up, but sweetheart that's what ruined us.
  

2. BURN
Album: Confessions (2004)

2004. First major ["JERKISH"] Break-up I've had. No conversation. No personal interaction. Just a plain [stupid] e-mail containing the lyrics of this song, and a note at the end saying..

"It was fun having you as my girlfriend."

Then.. nothing. I wanted to punch him in the face the second I read that e-mail. Thinking about it, I wish I haven't deleted that e-mail. [Sarap sana i-screen shot nun then post in somewhere. Haha!] I think I deserve a BETTER break-up than that! [Hindi na rin naman biro ang 8 months with him noh! SENIOR YEAR ko ang nawala sakin nun! Hahaha!] And if you've been following my blog since the beginning, he's the main reason why I made a blog in the first place. Anyway, all is well now, and we're good friends. AND I've already made him pay for what he did 7 years ago. HAH! But one thing's for sure, I'll always remember what he did whenever I'll hear this song. [Bitterness gone, of course. Ü]

• I don't understand why, see it's burning me to hold onto this. I know this is something I gotta do, but that don't mean I want to. What I'm trying to say is that I love you, I just, I feel like this is coming to an end. And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you.. I gotta let it burn..
  



• I'm twisted 'coz one side of me is telling me that I need to move on, On the other side I wanna break down and cry..
  

1. CONFESSIONS [PART II] -- REMIX
Album: Confessions (2004)

And the number 1 on the list.. OF COURSE! Confessions Part II - Remix. Specifically this one. Not the other 'Confessions' single. So... Eh ayan na lahat yun eh! Usher, [And his abs! ♥♥♥] his moves, the lyrics, the beat, EVERYTHING! Need I say more? Go figure. Ü

• These are my confessions. Just when I thought I said all I can say, my chick on the side, said she got one on the way.
  

SO that's it for now. Ktnxbye.

Maybe One Day I Will Fall In Love Again.

Broken by You

by: Jordan Knight

First lonely night, what will I do?
I feel my heart breaking in two
I'm such a fool, when will I learn?
I fell so deep, then I got burned

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
But for now I'll just leave my heart in two

If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart
So broken by you

Love still remains after you're gone
Please explain where did I go wrong

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
But for now I'll just leave my heart in two

If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart
So broken by you

Never had my heart broken by you.. I'll just leave my heart in two..

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Napaiyak ako sa kanta kaya ako napa-blog. Grabe. Kala ko ubos na eh, may natitira pa pala. Nubayan! But, in fairness to Jordan Knight, this song is actually a good one. Lyric wise and yung "musicality". [Chot! Gumaganun pa?] Basta. Ito yung mga tipo ng kantang gusto mo pakinggan kapag malalim na ang gabi at kahit 'di ka naman emo eh masarap sa pakiramdam pakinggan 'to. [Yun ay opinion ko lang naman.] Ü Ktnxbye.

If I Knew.

If I Knew

by: Glenn Medeiros

Said it was over and I'm slowly dealing
But deep inside there's this awful pain I'm feeling

I wonder when it will end, when can love start again?

Told myself that you probably need some time and
Maybe then you would come to change your mind but
Now I know I was wrong, guess I gotta be strong, I gotta move on

Though in time things will heal in my heart
But right now I'm just falling apart

If I knew that you still love me

I could undo the pain I caused

And I would take it all away so you'd stay
But its too late for that 'cause your not coming back no more

So much I'll never have the chance to say
Though I'm still hoping that you come back one day but
Don't know why I pretend
When I know in my heart I won't see you again

Though in time I will have to let go
Right now I just need you to know

If I knew that you still love me

I could undo the pain I caused

And I would take it all away so you'd stay
But its too late for that 'cause your not coming back no more

Don't wanna have to close the door
And I don't want another view no more
Is there nothing that i can do to change the way you feel
'Cause if I knew.. Baby if I knew..

If I knew that you still love me

I could undo the pain I caused

And I would take it all away so you'd stay
But its too late for that 'cause your not coming back no more

You'll Get By With A Smile.

Crying while listening to this. [ANU BA? Smile nga daw oh, diba?]

**Too.. doo.. doo.. doo.. Let me heart you sing it..**

• Girl I'll stay through the bad times, even if I have to fetch you everyday.
  I'll get by if you smile.
  

All This Time

All this time
I know some day you'd need to find
Something that you left behind
Something I can't give you

All these tears
And like a light love disappears
But hearts are good for souvenirs
And memories are forever

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
The heart forgives the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

One more kiss
Even though it's come to this
I'll close my eyes and make a wish
Hoping you'll remember

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
And the heart forgives, the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

Say goodbye
Apart we'll make another try
But don't be sorry if you cry
I'll be crying too

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
And the heart forgives, the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

But what will I do now... with all this time...

Energy.

I wish I could rip out a page of my memory ‘cause I put too much energy in him and me
Can’t wait ’till I get through this phase 'cause it’s killing me, too bad we can’t re-write our own history

Such a mystery when he’s here with me, it’s hard to believe I’m still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out, this ain’t how it’s supposed to be

I’m having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy

How do we reverse the chemistry
I don’t want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy 

Seems only like yesterday, Not even gravity could keep your feet off the ground when you’re with me
How can two be as one, we’ve become so divided now, theres no use hiding from misery
Such a mystery when he’s here with me, it’s hard to believe I’m still lonely
Chances fading now, patience running out, this ain’t how its supposed to be

I’m having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How do we reverse the chemistry
I don’t want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy
 

Taking all of, now I can feel a change in me
And I can’t afford to slip much further from the person I was meant to be
I’m not afraid to walk alone, not giving up but moving on
Before it gets too deep, ’cause your taking all of my energy

I’m having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy
How do we reverse the chemistry
I don’t want us to be the end of me
This love is taking all of my energy

In The End I Wanna Be Standing At The Beginning With You..

At The Beginning
by: Donna Lewis and Richard Marx


We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

And...

Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
(BOTH)
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey

I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on..
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you..


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LOVE. LOVE. LOVE this song! ♥♥♥ [Kung gifted lang talaga ko ng 'singing voice' eh malamang binibirit ko narin sa videoke 'to. :p] Heard this song on the bus going to the office, syempre LSS, then DL na agad, then "on the loop" na. Hehehe. Ü That's all.



How I wish every girl's life has a "Disney Princess" ending.. :|

Sa Kanya.

Namulat ako at ngayo'y nag-iisa

Pagkatapos ng ulan
Bagama't nakalipas na ang mga sandali
Ay nagmumuni kung ako'y nagwagi
Pinipilit mang sabihin na ito'y wala sa akin
Ngunit bakit hanggang ngayon, nagdurugo pa rin

Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw, ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya, bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya

At sa hatinggabi ay nag-iisa na lang
Ay minamasdan ang larawan mo
At ngayo'y bumalik nang siya'y kapiling pa
Alaala ng buong magdamag
Kung sakali mang isipin na ito'y wala sa akin
Sana'y dinggin ang tinig kong nag-iisa pa rin

Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw, ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya, bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya

Sa kanya..

Back Into You.

Picking up the pieces of our broken memories
There's one I can't let go of that keeps me on my knees
See I know it's half my fault that we couldn't stay together
But we said no matter what, we'd still be friends forever

How could you turn and just go, and leave me standing so cold
Now you wanna work it out, tell me what's that all about
How could you up and move on like what you had for me is gone
Now you wanna work it out.. But baby I'm..

Trying to find my way back into you
When I think of how you left me, baby it's not easy
But I'm trying to find my way back into you
When I think about you've moved on, baby it's just so hard

I never quit my love for you, baby that's the truth
Too hard for me to move on when I feel this way for you
See I know sometimes we need our space, baby that's ok
But if you really loved me why'd you leave that way? Tell me..

How could you turn and just go, and leave me standing so cold
Now you wanna work it out, tell me what's that all about
How could you up and move on like what you had for me is gone
Now you wanna work it out.. But baby I'm..

Trying to find my way back into you
When I think of how you left me, baby it's not easy
But I'm trying to find my way back into you
When I think about you've moved on, baby it's just so hard

Heaven knows every second I'm away from you I find it so hard
I'd give anything to find the strength to be with you
I want it like you do I just need some time to find peace of mind
But before you go I want you to know that I'm..

Trying to find my way back into you
When I think of how you left me, baby it's not easy
But I'm trying to find my way back into you
When I think about you've moved on, baby it's just so hard

Crush.

I've always been a Mandy Moore fan. From the very first MTV of "Candy" down to her movies, until she turned brunette.. I've always loved her. [Even if my HS frieds mocks me for that! Haha!] I just remembered this because her song was stuck in my mind for a day now. [Or maybe.. Just maybe.. Am I crushing on someone? Hahaha! Nah!] Here it goes..


CRUSH
by Mandy Moore

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you

I know I should tell you how I feel
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that I don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way

Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ooh, I wish I could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush

You say everything that no one says
But I feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...


**Someday, Im'ma make a cover for this song. [After I learn how to play the guitar. Sheeeeeesh.]

Grenade.

Grenade
A Bruno Mars Cover by Gabe Bondoc

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble
from the first kiss,
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on a blade for you
I’d jump in front of a train for you
You know I'd do anything for you
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue
Beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back
To where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then
Rip the breaks out my car

Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is

I’d catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on a blade for you
I’d jump in front of a train for you
You know I'd do anything for you
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...

But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on a blade for you
I’d jump in front of a train for you
You know I'd do anything for you
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for you baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

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Yeah. I know I almost killed Bruno Mars on my mind.. But hey! THIS IS GABE BONDOC! And whatever he sings just makes my heart melt.. Kahit pa simpleng ABC yan! Hahahaha! And I find the lyrics very... interesting? Hahaha! But seriously, this song got me when I hear a female trio on AI who performed this during the Hollywood week for the Group challenge. And since I also found the video of it, I'd gladly share it with you. Ü [The first girl has STUNNING voice! Wish I can sing like that! ♥]

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Water Runs Dry.

We don’t even talk anymore and we don’t even know what we argue about. Don’t even say I love you no more ’cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed. Some people will work things out and some just don’t know how to change.

Let’s not wait till the water runs dry. We might watch our whole lives pass us by. Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry. We’ll make the biggest mistake of our lives, don’t do it baby.

Now they can see the tears in our eyes but we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts. Well maybe that’s a pain we can’t hide ’cause everybody knows that we’re both torn apart. Why do we hurt each other? Why do we push love away?

Let’s not wait till the water runs dry. We might watch our whole lives pass us by. Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry. We’ll make the biggest mistake of our lives, don’t do it baby.

I Don't Wanna Be Your Friend.

Yeah. This is the part where I get to sing this song. Bitter? Not! I'm perfectly fine. But, for the longest time that I've been dealing with relationships, there comes a point wherein this song is perfectly fit for the moment. [If you know what I mean.] Every line just hits me. Anyway, I'm not angry or anything. I just want to express what I'm feeling now, through this song I guess.

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I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND
By: Nina

I don’t want to see your face
I don’t want to hear your name
I don’t want a thing
Just stay away baby
Don’t wanna know if you’re alright
Or what you’re doing with your life
Don’t wanna hear that you’ll stay in touch maybe

I’ll get by just fine
So if you’re going then darling goodbye, goodbye

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
And i don’t think i care
I’m not over you yet
And i don’t want to be your friend

I’ll forget we ever met
I’ll forget i ever let
Ever let you into this heart of mine baby
You just gotta let me be
You gotta keep away from me
’Cause all i want to be is just free of you baby

Don’t you come around
And say you still care about me
Go now, go now

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
And i don’t think i care
I’m not over you yet
And i don’t want to be your friend

You take it casually, and that's what’s killing me
I’ll get by just fine
So if you’re going then darling goodbye, goodbye

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
No, no baby
Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more

I’m not over you yet
And i don’t want to be your friend..

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So yeah. I guess I don't wanna be your friend.. Not just yet. There's too much drama, and trust me, I'm done with those things. Until then, I think I'll be fine. :)

Overboard.

It feels like we’ve been out at sea
So back and forth that’s how its seems
And when I want to talk
You say to me
That if its meant to be, it will be

So crazy in this thing we call love
The love that we got that we just cant give up
I’m reaching out for you tell me
Out here in the water and I

I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up, I cant swim on my own
Its to much, Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me.. My life saver
Life saver, Oh life saver
My life saver, Life saver
Oh life saver

Never understand you when you say
Wanting me to met you half way
Felt like I was doing my part
Get bringing your coming up short
Funny how these thing change
Cause now I see

So crazy in this love we call love
And now that we got it
We just can’t give up
I’m reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water and I

I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up, I cant swim on my own
Its to much, Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me.. My life saver
Life saver, Oh life saver
My life saver, Life saver
Oh life saver

It’s supposed to be some give and take I know
Your only taking and not given any more
So what will I do? 'Cause I still love you
You’re the only one who can save me

I’m overboard and I need your love
Pull me up, I cant swim on my own
Its to much, Feels like I’m drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me.. My life saver
Life saver, Oh life saver
My life saver, Life saver
Oh life saver

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Yeah. It is indeed a JB song. [Justin Bieber] Cant help it. The beat of the song just got me. :) I'm not a fan though.

Baby baby baby oooohhh.. Baby baby baby nooooo.. Hahahaha! LOL! Ü