Armando Christian Pérez.. Why Only Now? :((

Why Armando? Why? Why did you have to go to Manila on the 30th? Why not the 29th or the 5th of December? Why couldn't you come any sooner? WHY?? :(

I won't be able to watch Pitbull perform tonight at the Smart Araneta Coliseum [And it breaks my heart, really.] because I'll be on a trip. I'm a bit sad because I'm sure, this will be one heck of a party concert! And I'm gonna miss out on this! :(( [It's Pitbull we're talking about. The Master Cuban rapper with the blue eyes! ♥] How I wish he'll love our country so much and decide to come back again. Mid 2012, yes? Ü

The ladies' man.
Image from: http://www.sounddriftmag.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/pitbull-rapper5.jpg

His songs were with me throughout my college days. [Until now.] Those sleepless nights doing my thesis and other requirements, during squad warm-ups [And even in our routine.], SATURDAY NIGHTS, my wake-up call/alarm tone [Its good to have some of that "feel good" vibe in the morning.], whenever I run, and even when I'm just here in the office. Ü He's got this "gentleman" aura that I find SO attractive. [And sexy, classy, "jaggerish" style.] "Maginoo, pero medyo bastos" kind of thing. Haha! Kidding.

Anyway, since I won't be able to support him later tonight, I'll just spread the love by sharing with you my 10 all-time favorite hits from the blue-eyed Cuban-American rapper. Enjoy! Ü

MR. WORLDWIDE
Image from: http://www.htbackdrops.com/v2/albums/userpics/10661/Pitbull.jpg

1. 
   Go Girl [ft. Trina and Young Boss]
   Album: The Boatlift
   Year: 2007
   
   
   
   
   
2. 
   I Know You Want Me (Calle Ocho)
   Album: Rebelution
   Year: 2009
   
   
   
   
   
3. 
   Krazy [ft. Lil Jon]
   Album: Rebelution
   Year: 2009
   
   
   
   
   
4. Culo [ft. Lil Jon]
   Album: M.I.A.M.I [Money Is A Major Issue]
   Year: 2004
   
   
   
   
   
   
5. 
   Toma [ft. Lil Jon]
   Album: M.I.A.M.I [Money Is A Major Issue]
   Year: 2004
   
   
   
   
   
6. 
   Ay Chico (Lengua Afuera)
   Album: El Mariel
   Year: 2006
   
   
   
   
   
7. 
   Fuego (DJ Buddha Remix) [ft. Don Omar]
   Album: El Mariel
   Year: 2006
   
   
   
   
   
8. 
   Secret Admirer [ft. Llyod]
   Album: The Boatlift
   Year: 2007
   
   
   
   
   
9. 
   Hotel Room Service
   Album: Rebelution
   Year: 2009
   
   
   
   
   
10. 
11. Give Me Everything [ft. Ne-Yo, Afrojack and Nayer]
    Album: Planet Pit
    Year: 2011
    

** This doesn't include yet his collaboration with artists like Twista [Hit The Floor], Yin Yang Twins [Shake], Flo Rida [Move Shake Drop], J.Lo [On The Floor], and of course Usher [DJ Got Us Fallin' In Love].

VIVA ARMANDO! ♥♥♥

And I'm out...

Sayang Naman.

Sayang Naman
by: Nina


Di ko malimutan
Ang mga sumpa sa akin na 'di iiwan
Ako ay nagtiwala at sa yo ay naniwala
Na ako lamang ang nasa buhay mo

Tandang tanda ko pa
Ng sabihin mo sa akin na ayaw mo na
Ang mundo ko ay gumuho at ang luha'y biglang tumulo
Ang mga pangarap ko'y naglaho

Ano pa ba ang magagawa
Siguro nga'y hindi tayo para sa isa't-isa

Sayang naman ang pag-ibig na ibinuhos ko sayo
Sayang naman ang mga panahon na ginugol ko sayo
Kung maibabalik ko lang ang ating nakaraan
Di na sana dadating sa ganitong kalagayan

'Di ko matandaan
Kung ano ang huli nating pag-aalitan
Saan ba ako nagkulang, ano ba ang kasalanan
At ikaw ay biglang lumisan

Ano pa ba ang magagawa
Siguro nga'y hindi tayo para sa isa't-isa

Sayang naman ang pag-ibig na ibinuhos ko sayo
Sayang naman ang mga panahon na ginugol ko sayo
Kung maibabalik ko lang ang ating nakaraan
Di na sana dadating sa ganitong kalagayan

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Woke up with a heavy heart. [And an even heavier eye...bags.] Kaya 'to.. Not so good morning, kahit pa ba FRIDAY ngayon eh. SO WHAT?! Inyo na mga FRIDATE ninyo! AT Thanksgiving pa ngayon, so double celebration. Sige na, kayo na magcelebrate, saya ninyo eh noh? *Insert sarcasm here* [Hahaha! Natatawa naman ako sa kabitteran na 'to. JOKE!]

Ayun lang. One word. Sayang. :( Hindi naman sa may "regrets" ka or anything. Sayang lang. Nasasayangan lang ako. Yung tipo ng sayang na mapapabirit ka ng ♪♫ WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL.. ♫♪ Hahaha! Basta ganun.

Sayang.. Sayang.. Sayang..

Pati tuloy ako iisipin ko na yung mga "What might have been" na yan at yung mga "We almost had 'US' back together" shit. EWAN! *pweh!*

Usher Terry Raymond IV

I once read a quote on Tumblr that says "There's a Taylor Swift song for every love story." [Or vice-versa? Not sure. Anyway..] But being a fan of Usher, [And his abs! ♥♥♥ USHER RAYMOND.. REPRESENT!] I decided to pick 10 of my favorite hits from the sexiest R&B singer/producer that has a little [Or a lot.] to say about my "so-called-love-life". [And everything else.] Begin.

The man and his hotness!

10. NICE AND SLOW
Album: My Way (1997)

"They call me U-S | H-E-R | R-A | Y-M | O-N-D." Accidentally heard this song from my sister's CD Player waaaay before [Yup. Ganun na katagal yun!] and I actually liked it. "Sino 'to?" "Si Usher." "Sino siya?" Then she showed me the Music video of that song. "Ay! 'Di gwapo!" [I know.. I know.. I WAS WRONG! I didn't know it yet at that time! Forgive me. Hahaha!] But then, I've added him to my 'playlist, which includes -- Westlife, N*Sync, A1, BSB, Spice Girls, Aqua, Britney Spears, Christina Aguilera and of course, MANDY MOORE! [WTH! It was the 90's! Don't turn this against me.]

• Let me take you to a place nice and quiet, there ain't no one there to interrupt, ain't gotta rush. I just want to take it nice and slow. See I've been waiting for this for so long, we'll be makin' love until the sun cones up, Baby I just wanna take it nice and slow.

9. U GOT IT BAD
Album: 8701 (2001)

Usher + Chili = ♥. I think he wrote this one for her, or is it just in the music video? Anyway, first time I heard this, I couldn't understand what the song is trying to say. All I know is that a certain "man" is telling this certain "girl" that he really loves her. Aaaaaaaww. *pweh!* That's all there is. I like it, and I don't have to explain further why. Ü [Hanggang ngayon nangangarap parin ako na may kakanta nito ng MALUPIT para sakin. Hahaha! ASA!]

• Tell her I'm your man, you're my girl. I'm gonna tell it to the whole wide world. Ladies say I'm your girl, you're my man. Promise to love you the best I can.
  

8. CAN U HELP ME
Album: 8701 (2001)

Aaaaawww. If I could just have Usher and put him in my pocket. ♥ I SUPER love this song, that even though the "girl" is very "impossible" to deal with, he still tries his best to show her his love. [Errrmm.. Lagi ko yata kinakanta 'to sa kanila. Baliktad! Hahaha!] Can you help me? Tell me what you want from me. Basta!

• And now your not around, I wish for every moment in time that I wasted, we used it to make sweet love. Baby be my guide please take my hand, want you to know that I got you if you need it. I don't want to be on the outside looking in, I got to have you girl can't you see it.

7. SEPARATED
Album: My Way (1997)

Break-ups. Bitterness. Letting go. And the irony of it all. Did I miss something? Ü

• So why don't you go your way, and I'll go mine. Live you life, and I'll live mine. Baby, you'll do well, and I'll be fine. 'Cause we're better off separated..



• Girl I know we had some good times. It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye. Girl you know I love you, I can't deny. I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
  I know it hurts so much but it's best for us.
  

6. HERE I STAND
Album: Here I Stand (2008)

In a tiny room, slow dancing, dimmed lights, eyes closed, hearts beating. *tug-tug tug-tug* WOW! How romantic! Ü [Nananaginip na naman yata ako!] I don't wanna go into details. Basta! This is one of those songs na pwede mo gawing background music kapag magppropose ka na.. Ganung eksena! Ü

• I'm hoping that this ain't too hard to believe, 'cause baby, you're the only one for me. I know it gets hard when I'm moving in and out of state, but I promise my heart for you I would save. Just remember that no matter how far I go. And no matter how long it takes. No one or nothing can change. Forever yours, here I stand..
  

5. LOVE IN THIS CLUB [PART II]
Album: Here I Stand (2008)

Clubbing. Hot girls. Equally hot boys. [Dirty] Dancing. Flirting. Cheating. [In a very "sexy" way. Haha!] This song reminds me of all that. [And my experiences during my "party girl" days.] My favorite line: "I know you want it, but I'm hesistating.. You must be crazy, I got a man, you got a lady.." [Hahaha! 'Yan na! Kapag may naunang kumagat. GAME ON!] If you used to be a party girl like me that goes barhopping every weekend, this isn't the type of music that will make you dance, but the song will surely move you. THE BEAT IS SO SEXY! ♥ Add to that the flirtatious voice of Beyonce' and the [Always existing] hotness of Usher. \m/

• I know we here together so this must be something special. You could be anywhere you wanted but you decided to be here with me. No coincidence, it was meant to be.
  

4. MOVING MOUNTAINS
Album: Here I Stand (2008)

My "Emo" song. Chot! When times are hard [And I mean HARD.] to deal with, I listen to this. [Tipong nagiging background music of the moment.]

Broken promises. Trust issues. Redemption. Second chances. Moving forward.

• That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us. And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us. I told you to leave, but you lied to me when you said that "Baby no worries, I promise to get us back".
  



• But I keep climbing and hoping things would change. And the sky turns gray, and the water from the rain washes progress away. It's like moving mountains..
  

3. PAPERS
Album: Raymond v. Raymond (2010)

Theme song ng mga mag-di-divorce. Hehe. Though the lyrics are simple, it has a nice beat to go with it. [I'm a sucker for R&B, I know.]

It's very simple. It's all about giving up.

• I'm losing my mind, cant figure out who's wrong or right. I know it's you I love, but then I also know it's you I don't like. You claim you hate who I was, but that's the reason you here now. You think I don't know what's up, but sweetheart that's what ruined us.
  

2. BURN
Album: Confessions (2004)

2004. First major ["JERKISH"] Break-up I've had. No conversation. No personal interaction. Just a plain [stupid] e-mail containing the lyrics of this song, and a note at the end saying..

"It was fun having you as my girlfriend."

Then.. nothing. I wanted to punch him in the face the second I read that e-mail. Thinking about it, I wish I haven't deleted that e-mail. [Sarap sana i-screen shot nun then post in somewhere. Haha!] I think I deserve a BETTER break-up than that! [Hindi na rin naman biro ang 8 months with him noh! SENIOR YEAR ko ang nawala sakin nun! Hahaha!] And if you've been following my blog since the beginning, he's the main reason why I made a blog in the first place. Anyway, all is well now, and we're good friends. AND I've already made him pay for what he did 7 years ago. HAH! But one thing's for sure, I'll always remember what he did whenever I'll hear this song. [Bitterness gone, of course. Ü]

• I don't understand why, see it's burning me to hold onto this. I know this is something I gotta do, but that don't mean I want to. What I'm trying to say is that I love you, I just, I feel like this is coming to an end. And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you.. I gotta let it burn..
  



• I'm twisted 'coz one side of me is telling me that I need to move on, On the other side I wanna break down and cry..
  

1. CONFESSIONS [PART II] -- REMIX
Album: Confessions (2004)

And the number 1 on the list.. OF COURSE! Confessions Part II - Remix. Specifically this one. Not the other 'Confessions' single. So... Eh ayan na lahat yun eh! Usher, [And his abs! ♥♥♥] his moves, the lyrics, the beat, EVERYTHING! Need I say more? Go figure. Ü

• These are my confessions. Just when I thought I said all I can say, my chick on the side, said she got one on the way.
  

SO that's it for now. Ktnxbye.

Never Expect.

You'll be disappointed. Every. Freakin'. Time.

Maybe One Day I Will Fall In Love Again.

Broken by You

by: Jordan Knight

First lonely night, what will I do?
I feel my heart breaking in two
I'm such a fool, when will I learn?
I fell so deep, then I got burned

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
But for now I'll just leave my heart in two

If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart
So broken by you

Love still remains after you're gone
Please explain where did I go wrong

If you gave just one reason why
My heart just might let go
Maybe one day I will fall in love again
But for now I'll just leave my heart in two

If I never fall in love again
If I never touch your skin again
If I never feel again this way
If I never see another day
Remember me
Remember this
'Cause one thing that will never change
Is the feeling in my heart
So broken by you

Never had my heart broken by you.. I'll just leave my heart in two..

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Napaiyak ako sa kanta kaya ako napa-blog. Grabe. Kala ko ubos na eh, may natitira pa pala. Nubayan! But, in fairness to Jordan Knight, this song is actually a good one. Lyric wise and yung "musicality". [Chot! Gumaganun pa?] Basta. Ito yung mga tipo ng kantang gusto mo pakinggan kapag malalim na ang gabi at kahit 'di ka naman emo eh masarap sa pakiramdam pakinggan 'to. [Yun ay opinion ko lang naman.] Ü Ktnxbye.

If I Knew.

If I Knew

by: Glenn Medeiros

Said it was over and I'm slowly dealing
But deep inside there's this awful pain I'm feeling

I wonder when it will end, when can love start again?

Told myself that you probably need some time and
Maybe then you would come to change your mind but
Now I know I was wrong, guess I gotta be strong, I gotta move on

Though in time things will heal in my heart
But right now I'm just falling apart

If I knew that you still love me

I could undo the pain I caused

And I would take it all away so you'd stay
But its too late for that 'cause your not coming back no more

So much I'll never have the chance to say
Though I'm still hoping that you come back one day but
Don't know why I pretend
When I know in my heart I won't see you again

Though in time I will have to let go
Right now I just need you to know

If I knew that you still love me

I could undo the pain I caused

And I would take it all away so you'd stay
But its too late for that 'cause your not coming back no more

Don't wanna have to close the door
And I don't want another view no more
Is there nothing that i can do to change the way you feel
'Cause if I knew.. Baby if I knew..

If I knew that you still love me

I could undo the pain I caused

And I would take it all away so you'd stay
But its too late for that 'cause your not coming back no more

You'll Get By With A Smile.

Crying while listening to this. [ANU BA? Smile nga daw oh, diba?]

**Too.. doo.. doo.. doo.. Let me heart you sing it..**

• Girl I'll stay through the bad times, even if I have to fetch you everyday.
  I'll get by if you smile.
  

Surprised? Not So Much!

WELL WELL WELL.. WHAT DO WE HAVE HERE?

Eh 'di nangyari na nga yung matagal ko nang KUTOB. SABI KO NA EH! People will attack their 'prey' when it is in its MOST VULNERABLE state? stage? phase? Basta ganun! Yung 'weakest' point nila.

Kapag ba umalis yung dalawang tao nang sila lang dalawa, DATE na agad? Di ba pwedeng KAPE muna? -- P*KY*! Ganun na rin yun! Lilinlangin niyo pa ko! Eh kung alam mong may gusto sayo yung isang tao eh, kakape-kape pa kayo ng kayong dalawa lang? Eh kung buhusan ko kayo ng "beyong boiling point" na kape, matuwa pa kaya kayo? [Hahaha! Sorry. Natawa ako sa "beyond-boiling-point" chorvah. Anuba! Galit dapat ako eh. GAME!] AT.. AT.. AT.. 'Wag ka narin magtangkang humirit pa nang linyang "Don't act like a jealous wife!" ni Sam Milby dahil ito lang masasabi ko.. "I'm not acting like a jealous wife.. I'm a woman getting even!" -- PAK! Sabay buhos ng red wine sa mukha. Sabay walk-out.. in my RED STILETTOS!

Waaaaaaah! Anuba! Kakapanuod ng mga teleserye, 'yan ang napapala eh. :p Joke lang. Naiimagine ko lang lahat 'yan.. Masaya siguro kung makikita ko yan mangyari sa totoong buhay.

Dito na muna.




P.S. Nga pala.. Regular ang boxing sessions ko.. So ingat kayo! Hahahaha! Oh no, this isn't a threat. p

Checking The Checklist.

Earlier this year I've created a "list" of what I want to accomplish within this year.. And since I only got almost two months before 2011 ends, I need to see if I even got half of it done. If you've no idea what I'm referring to, better read this. Leggow!

THE LIST:

- Makapasyal sa labas ng bansa. (HK, SG, Macau, Malaysia, Vietnam, Korea, etc.) | DONE! Almost. I've been to SG in July, and will be going to HK & Macau this December. Buzzer beater! Ü

- Magkaron ng 'Savings Account' na 'savings' talaga at di pwede galawin. | DONE! Just recently I've opened my VERY FIRST SAVINGS ACCOUNT for my 'actual' savings na hindi pwedeng galawin kahit magkamatayan na! Ü

- MGA bagong lente para kay Keri. (or bagong body SANA!) Pwede na ang 10mm wide, 18-250mm zoom, or 35mm prime na nagaauto sa D5000. | Might drop this off the list. Lost interest na eh. 'Di na ko career sa hobby na ito..

- Maging healthy para di na sakitin. | So far so good.. Hindi na sakitin. I guess the flu shot worked! Ü

- Matupad ang pangarap na timbang: 110 lbs. | I'll get there.. I BETTER GET THERE! Hahaha! 117 lbs. now, 7 more to lose! Ü

- Magboom ang business ko. :D

- Ma-spoil ang parating kong pamangkin na si Benny! :D | a.k.a YSABELLA SKY. Ayoko nalang magsalita, basta ang masasabi ko lang, 'pag may hiniling ang Mommy para kay Sky, natutupad. Ü

- Makabili ng HD TV at Wii para sa kwarto namin. | Nakabili nga ng HD TV, hindi naman sa kwarto nilagay. Pero ako nagbabayad. :( [So carry over parin 'to sa next list!]

- Makapagpagawa ng matinong bookshelf.

- MacBook Pro 13-inch. :D | ♫♪ Pangarap ka na lang ba? O magiging katotohanan pa? ♪♫

- iTouch 4G or iPhone 4. :D | DONE! Bumili dahil sa pressure! Hahaha! Ü

- Mapasyal ang parents ko sa Bora. (Syempre kasama kaming lahat!)

- Maregular na sa trabaho.

- Maging masaya.

- Manumbalik ang kakesuhan sakin.

- Lalaking di ako iiwan at mamahalin hanggang... forever!


So ayan, I guess I'm doing fine with the list. Konti na lang makukumpleto ko na, pero yung mga natirang items yata yung mga "challenging" eh. Bahala na! Keri yan! Ü

How To "Perfectly" Define You..

One word for you dude.. You're a JERK! Let me break it down for you..

• Jerks are selfish, manipulative bastards who see women as little more then sexual conquests to brag about to their buddies or mere objects that are there for their personal pleasure. As to ensure the post-sex breakup will be in their favor, Jerks often play the "sensitive guy" early on so the girl will make most of the moves on HIM, and after he's done with her and dumps her for some other girl just like her, he can make it look like she's at fault for coming on too strong, and consequently she'll take him back if he chooses to return for seconds.

• A guy who perfectly fits the gender stereotype, and is insensitive, controlling, and will treat women like sex objects. Though many women constantly complain about guys like that, most end up with one, because they didn't dig deeper and didn't try to see through the jerk's crap. Instead of going for a nice guy who will obviously be there for a girl, most girls choose what's right in front of them, a cold-hearted bastard who happens to look "macho", who is a big-time flirt and wears his p*n*s on his sleeve.

• A person you really love that just doesn't see how much you care for them, and yet, every so often actually treats you good, only to then act completely different from who they were when you first met them.

• Anyone who thinks they are better than everyone else. Arrogant, mean, conniving. Usually use people for no other reason than to hurt them, causing themselves joy.

I can go on and on through Urban Dictionary and pick out those that perfectly fit you.. But no, I think 4 points are enough to get the idea. I hope you're happy with the way you are. Just remember.. Karma's a bitch, and it comes around.. BIGTIME! Take care.

Heat-of-the-moment-post | 10.12.11

All This Time

All this time
I know some day you'd need to find
Something that you left behind
Something I can't give you

All these tears
And like a light love disappears
But hearts are good for souvenirs
And memories are forever

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
The heart forgives the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

One more kiss
Even though it's come to this
I'll close my eyes and make a wish
Hoping you'll remember

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
And the heart forgives, the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

Say goodbye
Apart we'll make another try
But don't be sorry if you cry
I'll be crying too

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
And the heart forgives, the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

But what will I do now... with all this time...