Let It Go.

There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19]

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay. Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong
to you and was never intended for your life, then
you need to......LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains......LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you.......LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge......LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction......LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents......LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude.......LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better......LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him......LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship.......LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves......LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed.........LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are soused to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to......LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past. Forget the former things.

GOD is doing a new thing for 2005! LET IT GO!

Get Right or Get Left..think about it, and then....LET IT GO!

The Story Of The 2 Monks.

haller peepz!? wazup wazzup?? tagal kong nawala noh?? eh kasi BUSY eh.. and i mean it literally!? neways.. this day as my mind was set off to another planet.. i had a thought.. "does letting go also means forgetting that you've been wronged??"..

there was this story that caught my attention during the sermon of the pastor.. there were 2 monks on their way to the temple,, on their walk they passed by a lady who's having trouble crossing the river.. "we could carry you if you like to.." said the 1st monk.. "thank you.. you're such a nice person" said the lady.. so the 2 monks carried the lady and crossed to the other side of the river.. after saying thank you again the lady went off.. "look how filthy my clothes were from carrying that lady!?" complained the 2nd monk.. they walk several kilometers more and then the 2nd monk complained again.. "my back hurts because of carrying that woman.." he heard no reply from the other monk.. so hey were off again.. after some distance the 2nd monk couldn't take it anymore.. so he exclaimed.. "i cannot walk any further!? my back is killing me because of carrying that woman!? aren't you tired or something?? i haven't heard you talk for a while now.." "do you know why you keep feeling the pain?? it's because you're still carrying the lady behind your back.. but me?? i put her several kilometers ago.."

hay naku!? most of us tend to be the 2nd monk.. always complaining.. always crying our hearts out because of the burden we bear.. but did we consider leaving that burden behind us so that we could move on freely and happily?? it's not just "forgive and forget" type of dillema.. it's about leaving everything,, and i mean everything behind us.. the anger,, fear,, hatred,, the urge to get revenge,, the pain that we are carrying.. everything!? and by doing that you can be sure that on your way moving on there will be nothing that will hold you back..

i just feel so stupid right now.. all these things i'm saying.. bakit ba ngayon ko lang nalaman at na-realize lahat to?? nakakainis tuloy!? but at least naliwanagan din ako noh?? after all this time..

grabeh sa serious ang entry ko ah?? sorry ganyan talaga pag nakikinig sa sermon ng pastor.. (mrs. miriam perocho words aren't enough to tell how much i am blessed with your message..) hay naku!? sana naman this week will be a good one.. after all PRELIMS ko.. wish me luck nalang mga peepz.. bahbher for now.. mwah!?

Worry-free Day.

i don't really know what's up with this day but i feel so.. so happy.. so lively.. so hyper.. so energetic.. so hindi naman "so" word for the day ko noh?? well anyway,, minsan minsan lang me maging masaya ng ganito eh.. are you anxious to know why?? let me cite some reasons.. (whether it's a "big deal" or just a plain "ang babaw ha??"..)

1.) nanalo "1-emid" sa basketball game.. (whatta game talaga!? may injured.. may nagsuntukan.. at may kamukha si "pearly shells" ng marina.. hahaha..)

2.) after a long long time nakakain na uli ako ng "bacon mushroom melt" ng wendy's (yum-yum!?)

3.) my blockmate will give me a book.. "how not to spend your senior year".. (oh diba title palang cutie na??)

4.) got a good grade at our "pop quiz" in english 101B.. (lintek yun!? ka-windang talaga!?)

5.) bati na kami ng kaaway kong "bading" na si freda!?

6.) may nakita akong "cutie" na med tech student sa basketball game.. siya yug tumulong nung nagka-cramps yung blockmate ko!? (hay!? blessing in disguise!?)

7.) may phone pal ako!? (hahaha..) friend ni kath at mj sa CEU.. kinaibigan ako dahil may kailangan kay kath.. hehehe.. (cute voice by the way!?)

hay naku!? how i wish everyday would be as surprising as this one!? eh kung ganito ba lagi-lagi eh di worry free na ko ayt?? pero come to think of it.. it just depends on how we handle things around us everyday eh.. ayoko mang matapos ang magandang araw na ito pero kailangan eh.. sabi nga ng quote "all that goes well ends well.." (baka daw may mangyari pang maganda sa panaginip ko!? oh well..)

so paano fans of this biatchy princess' blog.. (whew!? haba!?) bahbher muna ah?? mwah!? ingat lagi and "say no to drugs" nyahaha.. c;

Merry Christmas?

eto na!? pasko ay sumapit na.. yung mga regalong binalot nabigay na.. yung family reunion na pinlano ng matagal naganap na.. ang mga kamag-anak na matagal nang hindi nakita nakamusta na.. pero ang tanong.. "NARAMDAMAN MO BA ANG PASKO??"

lintek!? ang hirap sagutin ng simpleng tanong na yan.. yung pinsan ko ngang mas bata sakin pagdating dun sa reunion namin eh.. "ano ba yan?? pasko ba dito??" ano nga ba nangyayari ngayon at bakit hindi natin maramdaman ang init ng pasko?? dati nung bata ako halos di ako makatulog dahil gusto ko makita si santa claus lagyan ng bente pesos yung sinabit kong medjas sa bintana.. (nalaman ko nalang si mama pala ang inakala kong santa!?) pero hindi parin nawala sakin ang "excitement" tuwing pasko.. gabi bago ang pasko hinahanda ko na ang "tape" ko para sa "performance" ko tuwing reunion.. mas magandang "performance" mas malaking pera!? chaka kahit alas-onse na ng gabi ng 24 may maririnig ka pang nag-ka-caroling sa mga bahay-bahay.. noon yon.. dati ganun pa ang pasko!?

ewan.. ewan.. ewan!? bat kaya ngayon ganito?? simula nung 2002 parang ayoko na ng pasko.. naalala ko nun.. nung pasko nung 2002 tinulugan ko yon dahil hindi ko talaga maramdaman na pasko.. eh ayoko namang magpakaplastik kaya natulog ako!? ano ba kasi ang tunay na diwa ng pasko?? pagbibigayan?? pagpapatawaran?? pagmamahalan?? yun yung 3 simpleng bagay na alam ko.. teka.. simple nga ba?? isa-isahin nga natin..

*PAGBIBIGAYAN*

oi hindi pwede mawala sakin toh!? lahat ng special sakin may gift ako.. mura man o mahal.. "it's the thought that counts!" di ko nga alam eh.. basta ang galing.. nabigyan ko lahat ng gusto kong bigayn ng gift at hindi masyado malaki ang nagastos ko!? KEWL!? hindi lang naman nasusukat sa regalo ang pagbibigay eh.. meron din syempre sa ibang bagay.. tulad ng pagbibigay ng kapatawaran..

*PAGPAPATAWAD*

ay ito i'm very proud of this one!? days before christmas nagbati na kami ni.. volde.. raefel!? (nga pala.. VOLDEMORT=RAEFEL!?) teka.. ariel.. arnold.. kumalma muna kayo jan.. this will be the last time i'm gonna mention his name on my blog kaya pagbigyan na.. as i was saying.. oo nagbati na kami.. before kasi plastikan yung pagbabati namin kasi pinipilit lang kami nung mga friends namin.. pero yung ngayon kusa na.. eh kasi napatawad ko na naman sya eh.. matagal na actually.. wala na yung nangyari na yun.. iiwan ko na sa 2004 yun at sa kantang "BURN"!? and yun nga siguro we're much better of just being friends.. or mag-kuya i should say!? yung isa pa ay si "SHORTY!?" nagtext sya nung christmas eve at nagsorry din.. natawa nga ako kasi ako yung nansadista sa kanya tapos nagsorry pa sya.. PSYCHO!? pero anyway.. pinatawad ko na rin naman sya noh?? (ehem!? SHORTY=TIBAN.. crewmate ko sa b.k. before!?) so ayon..

*PAGMAMAHALAN*

amputch!? syempre hindi karir noh?? oo wala akong boyfriend pero hindi yun yon!? aba!? el presidente yata ito ng SMP!? (samahang M_______ ang pasko.. bahala na kayo sa M!? pwedeng malamig,, matipid,, masaya,, mainit.. WHATEVER!?) pagmamahal.. mahal ba ko ng pamilya ko?? oo naman.. mahal ba ko ng mga kaibigan ko?? as far as i know oo.. mahal ba ko ng mga alaga kong aso?? ay the best daw.. eh yun naman pala eh.. ano dinadaldal daldal ko dito??

waaaaaah!? ano beh?? bat ganitech?? hindi na ba magbabago ang feeling ko tuwing pasko?? lagi nalang bang magpapanggap ako na "yehey!? pasko!?"?? ayoko nang ganuN!? totoo lang mas masaya talaga ako pag new year eh.. i don't really know..

siguro wag na nating masyadong layuan ang tingin natin.. magsimula tayo sa mga sarili natin.. ako ba mahal ko sarili ko?? ako ba napapatawad ko sarili ko sa mga nagawa kong mali?? tinaggap ko ba pagkakamali ko?? binigyan ko ba sarili ko ng pagkakataon magbago?? just think about it.. malamang kaya hindi tayo sumasaya kahit masaya ang iba ay dahil sa kaloob-looban natin may "something" pa tayong dapat ayusin..

peepz!? patapos na ang christmas.. and 2005 is fast approaching.. may time pa tayo.. hindi pa huli ang lahat.. sana maisip ko na mga sagot sa mga tanong na toh para sumaya pasko ko.. hindi siguro ngayon.. pero sana sa susunod!? so pano peepz?? dito muna ha?? MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL!? mwah!? bahber!?

StarCity + Friends = FUN!

hay!? grover sa tiring ang araw na itech!? i mean kahapon pala.. (december 22,2004) nag-"star city" kasi kami ng mga high school berx ko.. (bebeng,, ariel,, ikel,, kath,, nikko,, abhie and clark..) kahit nga onti lang kami eh enjoy naman.. sulit pa!? wala naman kasi sa lugar yan eh.. nasa kasama mo yan.. anyways,, masaya lang talaga ngayong araw dahil wala ako sa bahay ng almost 8 hours.. hindi biro yun ah?? 8 hours na walang utos,, na walang sigawan,, na walang disturbance,, at higit sa lahat walang annoyance.. in short 8 hours without a father insight!? ahahaha.. sama ko talaga noh??
kwentuhan ko na nga lang kayo dun sa star city trip namin.. sulit yung 200 pwamiz.. ito mga nasakyan ko..

-zyklon loop (5 times)
-viking (4 times)
-flying carpet (4 times)
-ung tsubibo (one time lang..si bebeng kasi eh..)
-wild river (once lang din.. si bebeng kasi ulit eh..)
-spider (one time lang at isinumpa ko na yun!?)
-at lahat ng mga horror house napasukan namin..

sabihin na nating "yuck!? star city?? so jologs.. lagi nalang dun!?" oo nga naman.. eh halos every december nung highschool kami once or twice kami nagpupunta dun.. pero ngayong college nag-iba.. since walang christmas party,, wala rin star city.. kaya nga nanibago ang lahat!? buti nalang nung nagyaya ako oo sila lahat.. kahit wala masyado pera okei lang.. astig na yun.. (pinaka-astig talaga si ARIEL!?) kasi believe or not parte na ng disyembre ko ang star city with friend.. jolgs man sa tingin niyo.. MGA WHATEVER KAYONG LAHAT!? nyahahaha..

grabeh ang naging experience namin sa wild river na yan.. bukod sa ang kati sa paa at pwet nung tubig,, ang baho pa.. amoy jabar!? parang pawis nung mga taga tahi nung stufftoys na pinagsama-sama at nilagay dun.. grover talaga!? tapos yang spider na yan.. haaay!? WARNING:: wag sasakay ng spider pagtapos kumain!? lintek na yan yung dinner ko na chicken with rice naging chicken soup yata!? tapos hilo-hilo ako.. syempre bawal ako magreklamo.. nagpumilit ako sumakay dun eh..

mga 10pm na kami umuwi (pero paalam ko kay father 8 pm lang).. sina nikko,, kath,, at ikel straight home na.. kaming 5 dito sa bahay tumambay.. kumain lang ng ice cream na tunaw,, chips,, at cake na may alak!? namasko sila sa mama ko.. nakakatuwa nga eh kasi lahat sila nag-kiss kay mama (showbiz nga ung kay clark eh!?) tapos sabi ni mama sila na ang mga bagong surrogate sons and daugther nya.. KEWL DABAH!? at last may astig na kong mga kapatid!? nyahaha.. tapos binigyan sila ng ampao na di ko alam kung magkano ang laman.. (magkano ba bebeng??) an alam ko lang may lollipop sa loob nun!? wahehehe.. si mommy talaga!? after nun internet lang kami.. at tinapos ang A-Z ng filipino slang dictionary at dun ko nakuha ang bagong word ko na "GROVER" meaning grabe na over pa!? gusto niyo ng sample.. search niyo sa yahoo filipino slang dictionary at click niyo ung unang-una.. ang haba kai ng url eh.. di ko memorize!?

eto ako ngayon!? mag-a-alas dos na gumagawa pa ng entry.. may lakad pa ko tomorrow eh.. christmas party ng sk for the kids and christmas party rin sa office ni mama.. hay!? anu-ano nanaman kaya mga pangyayari tom?? andun kaya uli yung mga batang nag-aagawan sa saging at yung lolang inagawan ng bente nung batang rugby?? (read my entry last august bout sa fiesta samin!?) oh ano peepz?? dito muna ah?? i REALLY need to rest na.. till here.. bahbher!?