Checking The Checklist.

Earlier this year I've created a "list" of what I want to accomplish within this year.. And since I only got almost two months before 2011 ends, I need to see if I even got half of it done. If you've no idea what I'm referring to, better read this. Leggow!

THE LIST:

- Makapasyal sa labas ng bansa. (HK, SG, Macau, Malaysia, Vietnam, Korea, etc.) | DONE! Almost. I've been to SG in July, and will be going to HK & Macau this December. Buzzer beater! Ü

- Magkaron ng 'Savings Account' na 'savings' talaga at di pwede galawin. | DONE! Just recently I've opened my VERY FIRST SAVINGS ACCOUNT for my 'actual' savings na hindi pwedeng galawin kahit magkamatayan na! Ü

- MGA bagong lente para kay Keri. (or bagong body SANA!) Pwede na ang 10mm wide, 18-250mm zoom, or 35mm prime na nagaauto sa D5000. | Might drop this off the list. Lost interest na eh. 'Di na ko career sa hobby na ito..

- Maging healthy para di na sakitin. | So far so good.. Hindi na sakitin. I guess the flu shot worked! Ü

- Matupad ang pangarap na timbang: 110 lbs. | I'll get there.. I BETTER GET THERE! Hahaha! 117 lbs. now, 7 more to lose! Ü

- Magboom ang business ko. :D

- Ma-spoil ang parating kong pamangkin na si Benny! :D | a.k.a YSABELLA SKY. Ayoko nalang magsalita, basta ang masasabi ko lang, 'pag may hiniling ang Mommy para kay Sky, natutupad. Ü

- Makabili ng HD TV at Wii para sa kwarto namin. | Nakabili nga ng HD TV, hindi naman sa kwarto nilagay. Pero ako nagbabayad. :( [So carry over parin 'to sa next list!]

- Makapagpagawa ng matinong bookshelf.

- MacBook Pro 13-inch. :D | ♫♪ Pangarap ka na lang ba? O magiging katotohanan pa? ♪♫

- iTouch 4G or iPhone 4. :D | DONE! Bumili dahil sa pressure! Hahaha! Ü

- Mapasyal ang parents ko sa Bora. (Syempre kasama kaming lahat!)

- Maregular na sa trabaho.

- Maging masaya.

- Manumbalik ang kakesuhan sakin.

- Lalaking di ako iiwan at mamahalin hanggang... forever!


So ayan, I guess I'm doing fine with the list. Konti na lang makukumpleto ko na, pero yung mga natirang items yata yung mga "challenging" eh. Bahala na! Keri yan! Ü

How To "Perfectly" Define You..

One word for you dude.. You're a JERK! Let me break it down for you..

• Jerks are selfish, manipulative bastards who see women as little more then sexual conquests to brag about to their buddies or mere objects that are there for their personal pleasure. As to ensure the post-sex breakup will be in their favor, Jerks often play the "sensitive guy" early on so the girl will make most of the moves on HIM, and after he's done with her and dumps her for some other girl just like her, he can make it look like she's at fault for coming on too strong, and consequently she'll take him back if he chooses to return for seconds.

• A guy who perfectly fits the gender stereotype, and is insensitive, controlling, and will treat women like sex objects. Though many women constantly complain about guys like that, most end up with one, because they didn't dig deeper and didn't try to see through the jerk's crap. Instead of going for a nice guy who will obviously be there for a girl, most girls choose what's right in front of them, a cold-hearted bastard who happens to look "macho", who is a big-time flirt and wears his p*n*s on his sleeve.

• A person you really love that just doesn't see how much you care for them, and yet, every so often actually treats you good, only to then act completely different from who they were when you first met them.

• Anyone who thinks they are better than everyone else. Arrogant, mean, conniving. Usually use people for no other reason than to hurt them, causing themselves joy.

I can go on and on through Urban Dictionary and pick out those that perfectly fit you.. But no, I think 4 points are enough to get the idea. I hope you're happy with the way you are. Just remember.. Karma's a bitch, and it comes around.. BIGTIME! Take care.

Heat-of-the-moment-post | 10.12.11

All This Time

All this time
I know some day you'd need to find
Something that you left behind
Something I can't give you

All these tears
And like a light love disappears
But hearts are good for souvenirs
And memories are forever

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
The heart forgives the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

One more kiss
Even though it's come to this
I'll close my eyes and make a wish
Hoping you'll remember

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
And the heart forgives, the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

Say goodbye
Apart we'll make another try
But don't be sorry if you cry
I'll be crying too

All this time
All in all I've no regrets
The sun still shines the sun still sets
And the heart forgives, the heart forgets
But what will I do now with all this time

But what will I do now... with all this time...

It ends tonight..

Pressure Cooker.

ANO BA! Friday na Friday pero sobrang stress naman inaabot ko! Nakakaiyak na yung stress sobraaaaaa! :((

Ngayon lang nangyari 'to. Friday na Friday pumapalo ng 200++ calls ko per hour, at paulit-ulit lang yung tumatawag! [Mga 'di maka-move on na may kausap pa nga yung gusto nilang kausapin. Che!] Ang masama pa nun sila pa magagalit kasi busy lagi yung line. HELLO! 'Di ko na controlled yun diba? Paaandaran mo pa ko ng katarayan mo! Asal!

Pangalawa, itong essay shit na 'to for blah blah blah. Tinatry ko naman effortan ng bongga, pero wala eh. Walang substance ang composition [If you can even call it that!], parang walang sense, hindi professional ang dating. Mukha siyang formal theme writing ng isang 3rd year highschool student! Nakakapikon. Nakakapressure. Due na 'to next week ano ba!

Pangatlo. Related sa pangalawa. Hindi pa rin ako nakaka-review for blah blah blah. Alam ko na ngang nangangalawang na utak ko, hindi pa ba ako mag-re-review? Paano ka naman makakareview eh ang daming hassle sa paligid. Sa office magulo, maingay, walang privacy, kahit pagkain ko binabantayan. [Although di naman ako dapat mag-review sa office.] Sa bahay masikip, maingay, nakakaantok, pagod na tuwing uuwi. Basta 'di ako makasingit ng review. :( Lalo tuloy nagbuibuild up yung pressure.

*Bakit nga ba kasi ako nagppressure sa application na 'to? Kasi I want it.. BADLY! At alam kong mataas ang standards nila at 'di uubra ang pa-petiks-petiks ko. Kaya kailangan ng bonggang effort at hardwork.

*On the contrary, medyo depressing din. Kasi ito na ko, nagsisimula mag-effort ng bongga. Paano 'pag 'di naging successful? Eh 'di nakakalungkot naman diba? When you've put it all the hardwork tapos in the end.. loser? Kainis lang.

Pang-apat, yung photobooth! Ngayon ko lang nakita na may kapareho ako ng name at logo, as in! Eh ayaw ko ng away and all kaya ako na lang ang magpapalit, tutal nagsisimula pa lang naman ako. Nakakatakot lang kasi baka awayin ako nung operator nun, kasi yung ibang events na tapos na, may watermark na ng logo at name, baka makita nya. [Parang issue lang sa "Team Tukod" at "Tukod.ph"] Well, para wala na lang gulo, kailangan ko palitan lahat yun. Uulit na naman sa logo, sa pag-watermark, at sa pag-publish ng photos. Haaaaaaaay! Kaso 'di ko naman magagawa yun diba? Wala akong gadgets, skills, at will.

Pang-lima, ito medyo minor na lang.. Nappressure na ko magka-laptop. Kasi naman! Yung PC ko dito sa office [Whick I named HULK.] ay bumigay na. Kulay berde na! Sakit sa mata. [At oo, nagbblog ako ng kulay green ang screen. EFFORT!] So hindi na ko makapag-edit ng stuff dito kasi kamusta naman sa kulay diba? And wala na rin kami PC sa bahay. At yung dati kong laptop, ang magaling kong Yaya ang gumagamit dahil pinahiram siya ng Tatay ko. Haaaaaaaaay! :|


Nakakapagod pala mag-blog ng galit noh? Ambigat ng tama ng daliri sa keyboard. Nakakahingal. Nakakaiyak. Kaya dito na muna ako ulit sa sulok para itago ang maga kong mata. @_@




Drained.


PS: Naisip ko lang.. Pwede naman mabawasan 'tong mga 'to eh. 'Wag ko na ituloy application ko for blah blah blah, itigil ko na ang trying hard kong business, at mag-ignore ako ng 'konting' calls..