Make BLOG Not War.

after almost three hours of tweeking, finally, natapos na rin ako sa layout ko. although pwede na, mukhang may kulang pa eh. basta basta, pag sinipag na ko ulit chaka ko nalang sya ayusin ulit.

kanina [while chatting with mikel] pinaalala nya ang mga "old school" kong blogs. as in from 2006 pa yata yung iba. nakakatuwa lang balikan at basahin ulit. sobrang "JOLOGS" ko pala dati. hahaha. at isa rin pala akong certified "JEJEMON" before. [nakakahiya. haha!] while reading it, naisip ko na sobrang sipag ko pala magblog before [wala pa kasing FB nun] as in every detail of my day nakasulat dun. and hindi ko rin naman alam kung sino mga nagbabasa nun, basta sulat lang ng sulat ng sulat. siguro yun lang talaga pinaka-outlet ko ng lahat lahat lahat at that time. masaya. masaya pala maging "autistic mode" minsan. hahaha. nakakatuwa din dahil kahit na nag-mature na ko kahit paano, i'm still facing the same problems pero on a diffrent degree na siguro. una, kung dati pressured sa studies [every sem] ngayon naman pressured sa work [everyday]. kung dati di ako magkandaugaga sa mga gagawin [studies, cheering, work, socialization], ngayon nanaman hindi ako magkandaugaga sa iinumin [kape, cuervo, red horse, kwatro kantos. joke lang!] at syempre mawawala ba ang "LOVE LIFE" chorvah sa buhay ko? hindeeeeeh. :p

kaya ngayon i found my inspiration to blog again. i'd like to know if i still have the "carrie bradshaw" [tama ba?] in me. hahaha. plus, since mawawala na ang FB dito sa office, i need to have an alternative to keep me sane. [exagg!] chaka malay nyo later on maging "photo blog" narin to diba? [keeeeerrriii... meeeoooowwwrr..]

basta. basta. basta.

Para Sa'yo...

♥ LAPIT ♥

Pikit mata. Nagtatanong ng sagot sa "Bakit?". Pikit mata. Lumuluha. Di maintindihan puno ng pait. Parang walang nakikinig. Dyan ka nagkakamali.
Lapit sa akin at huwag matakot ka. Papawiin ang luha, ulan ay titila na. Kahit sabihin mo na di na kaya. Araw ay sisikat, may bagong liwanag, di ka nagiisa.
Naghahanap, Naghihintay, o sa mundo kaya nalang sumabay. Nangingimi na sumuko na. Di makita san bang pagasa. Parang walang nakikinig. Dyan ka nagkakamali.
Lapit sa akin at huwag matakot ka. Papawiin ang luha, ulan ay titila na. Kahit sabihin mo na di na kaya. Araw ay sisikat, may bagong liwanag, di ka nagiisa.
Problema'y parang ulan na walang katapusan. Di makita kung san sisilong. At sa hakbang merong dilim na laging nandyan. Di alam kung san tutungo.
Parang walang nakikinig. Dyan ka nagkakamali.
Lapit sa akin at huwag matakot ka. Papawiin ang luha, ulan ay titila na. Kahit sabihin mo na di na kaya. Araw ay sisikat, may bagong liwanag, di ka nagiisa.

Note To Self..

some random thoughts that i made a mental note on this past week.. (because i was so freakin' stressed out!)

1. when you're really made, you have to take a deep breath.. AND SCREAM! and kick the chair next to you.. and then you'll feel better..

2. when you are mad with someone, it is ALWAYS best to confront that person and "unleash your fury" (as long as he/she can take it) because that way, you do not only learn to be honest, but you've come to let go of you anger.. in a not-so-nice way.. but hey, at least he/she knows you've just had it with him/her..

3. that you don't have to make permanent decisions in temporary situations. (very well said angelo, THANKS!)

4. that a really big HUG can do wonders.. it can take the pain away and replace with luuuurve! :p

5. that there will always be someone / something that you will annoy you, its normal, you just don't have to let it control you..

6. and lastly, ignoring someone / something is sometimes a good idea. (hide from newsfeed? YES!)

I Love You? Tssss..

i love you. is it just meant to be said? or meant to be done? or both? is it possible for a person to just blurt it out because he/she has too, or will he/she wait for a certain moment for him/her to feel it, and then say it? i know you all have heard someone say “i’ll never get tired of saying these words to you. i love you.”, and they don’t get tired. but what about the other person whom these words are told? do they get tired of hearing it? maybe they don’t. or maybe they do. having heard these words over and over again draws me to wonder, is it enough for these three words to just be heard? or do you really have to feel it before you believe it? does these three words have to power to make things right? or make it more complicated than it already is? some people say “love makes the world go round”, and it does! not only the world, but the minds of the people as well. i don’t have anything against people being “madly IN love”, but these three words, i don’t believe it anymore.

Life's A Party.

Life is like a party.
You’ve invited a lot of people.
Some come and join you, some didn’t bother to show up,
some laughs with you,
and some leaves you when you need them the most.

But at the end of the party,
after all the laughing and dancing, some will go.
You will be left with all the mess.
There will be a few who will help clean that mess with you,
and most of the time, those were the people who are uninvited.