Remembering Fontana.

hiyee world! at last! my day permitted me to have some "internet time" at heto makakapagblog nanaman ako. weeee!

mejo hectic sa school pero ayos lang. "rak en rol lang!" yan ang prinsipyong pinanghahawakan ko ngayong 4th year na ko. (si ate PAU pa nagsabi sakin nyan ah!) and once agen my friends, nakasurvive nanaman ako sa TAX recitation namin. phew! para kaming mga housemates na nag-aantay ng announcement ni toni gonzaga kung sino lalabas sa bahay ni kuya eh. hehehe. (yuck! hang-over ng PBB!) pero syempre, panibagong kalbaryo nanaman ito dahil panibagong photocopy ng book, panibagong aral, at panibagong stabilo nanaman! tsk. tsk.

sa entrep naman, super aral pa ko dahil ito ang unang quiz namin, not only sa subject na yun but also sa sem na 'to. kaya ayun, karir sa pag-aaral. hindi na ko nanood ng rounin para mag-aral. :D tapos ang lumabas, tsk! 2 questions lang, essay pa! ako talaga, ayokong-ayoko ng essay type. bakit? nakakapagod magsulat, ang hirap mangopya (although hindi ako nangopya kanina.) at hindi mo alam san magsisimula at magtatapos para makakuha ng perfect score. tsk. kumbaga ang scoring nun ay naaayon sa mood ng professor mo at sa penmanship mo. heh! tae! (pero sure ako sa quiz kanina mataas ako! ako pa. biased ako eh. haha!)

sa feasib naman, hay! habang iniisa-isa namin ang mga parts ng PFS at dinidiscuss ang mga factors na dapat included dun, mejo pabigat na ng pabigat yung feeling. "gosh! ang hirap." yan lagi ko sinasabi every after slide na pinapakita ng prof namin. hay! pero katulad nga ng prinsipyo ko, "rak en rol lang!" pag bumagsak *katok sa kahoy* roll na lang! hahaha. CORNY!


ayan! gusto nyo ba malaman sino si jill? eto sya.. hehehe. sya yung katabi ko malamang! yang mga ibang tao jan sa likod, props lang lahat yan. hindi sila tunay! hahaha. :D taken during our fontana outing last sem. yan pinili kong pic namin kasi pretty sya jan! hehehe. hindi halata ang tunay na kulay! bwehehehe. (ayan! nagsisimula nanaman ako!) para po sa mga EMC peeps, ang pagtrato namin kay jill ay maihahambing sa pagtrato ni kuya mikas sa lovely sister nya na si bituin. gets? hehehe. :D




















speaking of fontana. yun nga pala nag-udyok sakin mag-post ngayon. si son kasi asked for our pics, eh yung fontana pics namin, i copied pa one by one sa photobucket. thinking na mabagal ang pc namin! so ayan habang naghihintay na matapos tinitignan ko maigi bawat isa. and nag-flashback ang lahat sakin! bwehehe. (sa mga hindi nakasama, lalo na si ISHIE at MIKO! mainggit kayong muli!

marami nangyari nung buong 2 araw na yun. halong saya, lungkot, inis, peste, laugh trip, at pagod ang dinanas namin nun. pero enjoy. first time ko makapunta dun, kaya talagang i enjoyed every moment there. i-bu-bullet form ko nalang para mas mabilis i-type.

- it was our very first outing as 3BA6, although hindi lahat nakasama, at least lagpas 15 kami!

- bago makarating ng fontana, 6 hours kaming nakatambay sa SM clark dahil nagkaproblem sa car na mag-hahatid samin sa fontana.

- pagdating sa fontana, wala pala kaming matinong pagkain! puro e-aji, pillows, v-cut, at kung anu-ano pa. wala din kaming tubig, 2 gallon lang. for the whole 2 days! tae talaga! puro beer laman ng cooler.

- yung buong vila ay covered ng makapal na FOG! (usok galing sa yosi) kaya kahit hindi ka smoker, lahat ng parte ng katawan mo, pati loob ng bag mo, amoy yosi na.

- nakausap ko ang mga blockmates kong hindi ko normally kinakausap sa room (e.g. moi, justin, iggy, jesse)

- na-break ko ang numero unong rule sa aking precious tattoo ko.. "BAWAL MAGSWIMMING!"

-ang lakas ng hilik ko! hindi yata nakatulog si mark dahil dun. *soree!*

- may picture kami ng major crush ko (dati! take note! dati lang!) na si PHER! :D (kaso wala akong copy, nakay justin lang ata copy nun.)

- konti nalang yung natira para mag-swimming, kaya todo-bonding talaga!

- may mga nabuong "loveteams" sa lugar na yun. syempre given na si CHA and DEX. si son at si *blank* pati si ivee and *blank*. (ayoko na mag-name drop! baka malagot pa ko. hahaha! peace girls!)

- masaya naman yung outing, kung may pagkain lang talaga! tsk!

so ayan. ayan mga naalala ko eh, yung iba baka hibang na ko o kaya antok na kaya di ko na nasulat. memorable as in! hehehe..

so paano dito nalang muna. i need to go na, may MAPUA trip nanaman ako tomorrow eh. babayuu! :D

Umiyak Si Jill. :((

hey hey hey! hay nakuu. andami ata "dramedy" moments ngayong araw. nangawit 'cheeks' ko eh. anu umpisahan ko na? GO!

una, sa taxation namin. everytime nalang na time na ng tax yung room namin parang nagiging temple ng Buhddist, lahat may kanya-kanyang panalangin na sana hindi matawag sa recitation / memorization of the book word per word. hay! sinu ba naman hindi mangangatog sa nerbyos nyan diba? first subject pa yan so kapag hindi ka nakapag-aral ng gabi, wala ka na! ASA! lahat kami, nakayuko, basa kamay, at tensyonado. random kasi ang pagtawag sa students. (hindi ala roleta ni kuya mikas. hehe!) ah basta. nakakabaliw lang dahil up until now hindi pa rin ako natatawag, meaning to say, tuloy ang kalbaryo sa pagmememorize! tsk! UBOS NA STABILO KO! :D

pangalawa, sa entrep namin. masaya kasi we had this activity wherein you would make a collage about yourself from magazine cut-outs. enjoy talaga dahil, aba! FORTE ko ata mag-gu-gu-gupit sa back issues ng candy mag noh! so weniwey, ayun, pakikayan, mapalalaki or bakla, kering-keri! hahaha. tapos lahat ng "artwork" namin dinikit sa board, then lahat kami pinakuha ng isa na hindi samin, then we would explain it to the whole class. yung pinili kong work is kay IVEE, and yung pumili ng akin is si SON. (syempre kaming magbabarkada ang nagpilian diba?) sayang kasi wala akong dalang cam kanina kaya hindi ko napicturan work ko. (next blog ko nalang promise!) tapos nakakatawa kasi yung pag-eexplain ngmga boys walang kwenta, pero yung sa mga girls naman akala mo DEBUT eh. haha. mala-18 candles ang pagdedeliver ng explanation. tulad nalang ni son, seriously, na-touch ako sa pagkaka-explain nya nung work ko. (next blog nalang. basta masaya, nakkaiyak. :D)

pangatlo, at panghuli. nung feasibility study namin. si JILL! umiyak. :C dahil jan sa "sex toys" na yan! hahaha. ganito kasi yun, groupings kami kanina para mag-brainstorm ng ideas na gagawin namin for our PFS. tapos biglang sumigaw si jill "sex toys" daw. eh kami mga loko-loko binara sya. "weh!" "epal!" "libog mo!" "wag ka dito Christians kami!" (hirit ko yan!) at samu't-sari pa. tapos biglang tumahimik si jill, patuloy parin kami sa pagtawa. LALO NA SI MARGA! nataatwa sya sakin dahil sa tawa ko. (alam naman naten siguro lahat paano ako tumawa diba?) tapos ayaw nya tumigil, hindi rin ako makatigil. tapos ayun tumahimik si jill. nung nag-consult na kami kay ma'am, hinid sumama si jill, tapos syempre hinanap sya ni ma'am, ayun tas nasermonan pa na kung may problema daw sa groupmates, this early palang mag-palit na raw. eh mejo napalakas ata ang announcement at narinig ng whole class. syempre ang 'cabuyao group' (kami yun!) tawa-tawa lang pero mejo napahiya. tas ayun, nung dismissal na, umiyak si jill paglapit sa kanya ni mar-b. kasi daw she felt na sya daw pinariringgan ni ma'am. (aaaaww.) chaka siguro napikon ng onti samin, chaka siguro PMS, chaka siguro may hang-over ng away nila ni kyle. (grabeh! dami ko naisip na dahilan kung bakit ka umiyak.) so ayun. JILL JONSON soreee na. pls.? sige na maganda naman bangs mo eh! *peace*

ayan! isang makulay na araw nanaman sa UST ang lumipas. sa dami ng mga pangyayari, guess what? walang nagtext sakin ni isa! as in wala! kahit advisory ng sun cell wala! hay! napaisip tuloy ako, wag na nga kaya ako mag-globe at mag-cellphone. hihihi. :p

so paano? dito nalang muna ha? babayuu!

Tama Na.. Let Me Move On..

"said it was over and im slowly dealing but deep inside there's this awful pain im feeling.. i wonder when it will end when can love start again.. told myself that you probably need some time and maybe then you would come to change your mind but.. now i know i was wrong guess i gotta be strong.. i gotta move on.. though in time things will heal in my heartbut right now im just falling apart..if i knew that you still love me, i could.. undo the pain i caused and i would take it all away so you'd stay, but its too late for that coz your not coming back .."

emotera nanaman ba ako? i hate it when i'm like this at times. sabi nga ni frank "masaya maging malungkot." pero syempre nakakapagod din maging malungkot. it seems that you've got the whole world at your back. i mean, oo na sige na LOVELIFE nanaman ito. ang babaw noh? eh wala eh, ayan talaga ang kahinaan ko. kumbaga sa superman, kryptonite ko yon. kaazar!

i've decided once and for all (and for good) na i'm gonna move on. because of certain reasons na he hasn't given me enough reasons to stay, i don't know what will happen (if there will be something happening), and medyo nakakapagod narin maghintay when the world is already giving you the reasons to just let it all go and move on. haaay! (naiinis talaga ko sa sarili ko kapag ganito ako kaarte! sorry. post-menstrual syndrome lang po! :D)

i've made a tactic/strategy kung paano ko gagawin ang nasabing "move on/let go". i've made a journal, entitled "forget him in 30 days (or less)". and journal na ito ay pinakatatago-tago ko talaga. bawal may makakita, mamaya mali ang mga teorya ko dun magkamali pa yung makabasa nun. weniwey, bout that journal, so ayun, the goal is to syempre let go within 30 days. so why 30 days? wala! 1 month, and i think that's long enough na to forget your feelings for that someone. syempre ayoko din ng bitter ako sa kanya. kaya nga i'm always praying na "i-cleanse" yung heart ko kasi ayoko maging bitter. kahit na alam ko at nasa ugali kong bitter ako. haaay! chef! so ayun, dapat every day (from day 1 to day 30) dapat may progress ako. for example, nung day 1 ko i erased all my contacts of him, 2nd day i threw away all our pics together. basta mga ganung achechenes. pathetic? oo! sobra! wala eh. i have to deal with this once and for all. ayoko na ng may ganitong "hanging" feeling between us coz i don't want this to interfere with my schoolworks especially my project feasibility study. so i have to sort out things, between me, between us. so ayun! basta chorvah na ang ibang details. alam ko namang itong blog entry na ito ay magiging "public property" kaya i'm keeping somethings nalang for my privacy. hehehe! :D

hay ewan. sorry, stressful the week that was kaya ito ang isa sa mga outlet ko. ang aking blog. (wala pa syang name.) at least when i go to church tomorrow, light-headed na ko at maiintindihan ko ang sermon. hehehe. wala munang mga rain clouds sa utak ko.

so ayun till here muna. pag may problema ulit ako kita-kits. babayuu! :D

All For Chasha.

INSTRUCTIONS:
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following.
They MUST be real places, names, things.
NOTHING made up! If you can't think of anything, skip it.
Try to use different answers if the person infront of you had the same 1st initial.
And remember - you CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Your Name:
Pochay (dapat Melissa / Melai.. etong si Cha Pochay ginamit eh..)

Famous Artist/Band/Musician:
P. Diddy (yuck! ghetto..)

A song:
Pump it Up!

4 letter word:
Pest

Animal:
Parrot

TV Show:
Priends? (haha.. teka isip ako..) Prince of Tennis (pero hindi ako nakakanuod nun..)

Country:
PHILPPINES (mabuhay!)

Boy Name:
Patrick


Girl Name:
Portia

Occupation:
Physician

Celebrity:
Prince William (celeb yan!)

Food:
Pasta

Something found in your kitchen:
Pansandok (hahaha!) Pots of course..

Reason for Being Late:
” Putting make-up and accessories..”

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Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I’m almost 16 years old when I had my period.
2. I have a “HAPPY FEET” (yeah!)
3. I have a mole on the corner of my lips. (madaldal.)
4. I have fear of heights.
5. I love writing and receiving letters!
6. I just tasted Mrs. fields cookies 2 days ago. (sa tanan ng buhay ko.)
7. When I was in grade 4 I wrote my mom a letter saying “mommy, lutuan mo ko ng bacon, di pa ko nakaktikim nun sa tanan ng buhay ko.”
8. I like looking in the mirror while crying. (SCQ workshop ito!)
9. I’m VERY boyish during my childhood days.
10. I had my very first boyfriend when I was in grade 4. (ang bata-bata ang landi-landi.)
11. I can be a bitch when I want to, with whoever I want to.
12. I easily fall in love. (aaaawww..)
13. I’m addicted to ‘whitening’ products. (block&white. silka. likas. lahat yan na-try ko na.)
14. I started “blooming” when I was in 3rd year highschool. (rebond. make-up. pluck. shave. lahat na.)
15. I have lots of “best friends” and “better friends”. (weird yan noh! best nga dapat isa lang diba?)

I'm tagging:
1. Jill
2. Irish
3. Ate Les
4. Regina Erica
5. Miko

4 In The Morning. :(

bat ganun? june na ah? bat mejo gloomy ako lately? well well well. ina-atake ata aku ng "senti mode" ko. (sisihin nyo ang DREAMSOUNDS) ayun. pati mejo parang ang gulo-gulo ng utak ko lately. hindi ko na alam kung tama pa ba mga ginagawa ko or hindi na. (hindi tama means i'm stepping on to someone or something.) all i know is that it feels so right at the moment.

first things first. sorry talaga sa sinabi ko syo ha? (you know who you are.) don't worry i have a letter and i'll try na makarating sayo yun. that explains everything. and that will be my final word.

second sayo naman. (ibang tao na toh! alam nya kung sino sya.) oo galit ako sayo. pero hindi ko masabi sayo kasi i don't wanna add up to your problems na and i know kasi na magiging okei din naman tayo IN TIME! kasi ang nakakainis sayo is you are pushing me away. i'm willing to help you naman with what you're going through kaya lang you're shutting me up! bwiset ka! alam mong sobrang concerned ako sayo. and whatever it is na problem mo alam mong labas ako jan? so why put all you're "stress" on me. chong! friend ako, hindi sponge na sasalo sa lahat ng ibubuhos mo. (pero ganun ang friends diba?) hay naku! sana one day you'll realize that you're being unfair. yun lang talaga yung dahilan bat ako galit sayo kaya wag ka na mag-conclude ng kung anu-ano dahil ang lalayo ng mga pinagsasabi mo!

at ang huli sayo. (iba nanaman uli!) kahit na alam mong "stressed out and lost in space" ako ngayon, hindi ka na nakikisabay. oo corny ka, pero sometimes kailangan ko rin pala ng onting kakornihan sa buhay ko para sumaya ng onti noh? kung meron lang akong "hirit counter" na naka-built in sa cellphone ko, siguro maya't maya ang patak nun. anlakas mo eh ha? lahat may connect! hahaha. pero salamat salamat salamat ANNE CURTIS!! (di nyo gets? impossible!) share ko lang, may kanta sya sakin, revised nga lang yung lyrics.

"hindi ko alam, kung bakit ba ganito? ang hirap mong 'contackin' hindi pa sinasagot. hindi mo ba alam, ako'y nilalamok. pero tumatawag para marinig ang boses mo.. mahal kita mahal kita hindi ito bola, sagutin mo lang ang cellphone mo ako'y nasa langit na. mahal kita mahal kita hindi ito joketime, sagutin mo na yung cellphone mo, ok lang?"

funny kasi first time ko binasa yung text yung song na "ewan" agad pumasok sa utak ko, tas yun pala talaga yun. akalain mo nga naman. grabeh! dinaig pa ang mga taong malapit! yeah boi!

okai change topic.

sobrang i'm looking forward na talaga sa pagbalik sa school. i miss 3BA6 so much. (kahit mga peste't malilib*g kayong lahat!) hehehe. they really make college fun! weee. naiiyak na yang mga yan. pati excited na ko sa dancesquad kasi syempre seniors na kami nila labs pati ni besfren! haay! WELCOME JUNIORS! yeah boi! pati, i miss those torture trainings na may accompanied sermons ni dad. hahaha. aaawww.

change topic.

i luuurve gwen stefani lately. okei ang music nya. not too girly girly, not too ghetto, sakto lang. hehehe. and her latest video 4 in the morning? she's really pretty there. as in! sa lahat naman yata pretty sya. and i really luuurve the song. so before i bid my goodbye.. here's 4 in the morning by gwen stefani.. enjoi!!

*minsan ko nang pinangarap maging VJ sa myx!*

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)