07 June 2007

4 In The Morning. :(

bat ganun? june na ah? bat mejo gloomy ako lately? well well well. ina-atake ata aku ng "senti mode" ko. (sisihin nyo ang DREAMSOUNDS) ayun. pati mejo parang ang gulo-gulo ng utak ko lately. hindi ko na alam kung tama pa ba mga ginagawa ko or hindi na. (hindi tama means i'm stepping on to someone or something.) all i know is that it feels so right at the moment.

first things first. sorry talaga sa sinabi ko syo ha? (you know who you are.) don't worry i have a letter and i'll try na makarating sayo yun. that explains everything. and that will be my final word.

second sayo naman. (ibang tao na toh! alam nya kung sino sya.) oo galit ako sayo. pero hindi ko masabi sayo kasi i don't wanna add up to your problems na and i know kasi na magiging okei din naman tayo IN TIME! kasi ang nakakainis sayo is you are pushing me away. i'm willing to help you naman with what you're going through kaya lang you're shutting me up! bwiset ka! alam mong sobrang concerned ako sayo. and whatever it is na problem mo alam mong labas ako jan? so why put all you're "stress" on me. chong! friend ako, hindi sponge na sasalo sa lahat ng ibubuhos mo. (pero ganun ang friends diba?) hay naku! sana one day you'll realize that you're being unfair. yun lang talaga yung dahilan bat ako galit sayo kaya wag ka na mag-conclude ng kung anu-ano dahil ang lalayo ng mga pinagsasabi mo!

at ang huli sayo. (iba nanaman uli!) kahit na alam mong "stressed out and lost in space" ako ngayon, hindi ka na nakikisabay. oo corny ka, pero sometimes kailangan ko rin pala ng onting kakornihan sa buhay ko para sumaya ng onti noh? kung meron lang akong "hirit counter" na naka-built in sa cellphone ko, siguro maya't maya ang patak nun. anlakas mo eh ha? lahat may connect! hahaha. pero salamat salamat salamat ANNE CURTIS!! (di nyo gets? impossible!) share ko lang, may kanta sya sakin, revised nga lang yung lyrics.

"hindi ko alam, kung bakit ba ganito? ang hirap mong 'contackin' hindi pa sinasagot. hindi mo ba alam, ako'y nilalamok. pero tumatawag para marinig ang boses mo.. mahal kita mahal kita hindi ito bola, sagutin mo lang ang cellphone mo ako'y nasa langit na. mahal kita mahal kita hindi ito joketime, sagutin mo na yung cellphone mo, ok lang?"

funny kasi first time ko binasa yung text yung song na "ewan" agad pumasok sa utak ko, tas yun pala talaga yun. akalain mo nga naman. grabeh! dinaig pa ang mga taong malapit! yeah boi!

okai change topic.

sobrang i'm looking forward na talaga sa pagbalik sa school. i miss 3BA6 so much. (kahit mga peste't malilib*g kayong lahat!) hehehe. they really make college fun! weee. naiiyak na yang mga yan. pati excited na ko sa dancesquad kasi syempre seniors na kami nila labs pati ni besfren! haay! WELCOME JUNIORS! yeah boi! pati, i miss those torture trainings na may accompanied sermons ni dad. hahaha. aaawww.

change topic.

i luuurve gwen stefani lately. okei ang music nya. not too girly girly, not too ghetto, sakto lang. hehehe. and her latest video 4 in the morning? she's really pretty there. as in! sa lahat naman yata pretty sya. and i really luuurve the song. so before i bid my goodbye.. here's 4 in the morning by gwen stefani.. enjoi!!

*minsan ko nang pinangarap maging VJ sa myx!*

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

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