All For Chasha.

INSTRUCTIONS:
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following.
They MUST be real places, names, things.
NOTHING made up! If you can't think of anything, skip it.
Try to use different answers if the person infront of you had the same 1st initial.
And remember - you CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.

Your Name:
Pochay (dapat Melissa / Melai.. etong si Cha Pochay ginamit eh..)

Famous Artist/Band/Musician:
P. Diddy (yuck! ghetto..)

A song:
Pump it Up!

4 letter word:
Pest

Animal:
Parrot

TV Show:
Priends? (haha.. teka isip ako..) Prince of Tennis (pero hindi ako nakakanuod nun..)

Country:
PHILPPINES (mabuhay!)

Boy Name:
Patrick


Girl Name:
Portia

Occupation:
Physician

Celebrity:
Prince William (celeb yan!)

Food:
Pasta

Something found in your kitchen:
Pansandok (hahaha!) Pots of course..

Reason for Being Late:
” Putting make-up and accessories..”

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Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I’m almost 16 years old when I had my period.
2. I have a “HAPPY FEET” (yeah!)
3. I have a mole on the corner of my lips. (madaldal.)
4. I have fear of heights.
5. I love writing and receiving letters!
6. I just tasted Mrs. fields cookies 2 days ago. (sa tanan ng buhay ko.)
7. When I was in grade 4 I wrote my mom a letter saying “mommy, lutuan mo ko ng bacon, di pa ko nakaktikim nun sa tanan ng buhay ko.”
8. I like looking in the mirror while crying. (SCQ workshop ito!)
9. I’m VERY boyish during my childhood days.
10. I had my very first boyfriend when I was in grade 4. (ang bata-bata ang landi-landi.)
11. I can be a bitch when I want to, with whoever I want to.
12. I easily fall in love. (aaaawww..)
13. I’m addicted to ‘whitening’ products. (block&white. silka. likas. lahat yan na-try ko na.)
14. I started “blooming” when I was in 3rd year highschool. (rebond. make-up. pluck. shave. lahat na.)
15. I have lots of “best friends” and “better friends”. (weird yan noh! best nga dapat isa lang diba?)

I'm tagging:
1. Jill
2. Irish
3. Ate Les
4. Regina Erica
5. Miko

4 In The Morning. :(

bat ganun? june na ah? bat mejo gloomy ako lately? well well well. ina-atake ata aku ng "senti mode" ko. (sisihin nyo ang DREAMSOUNDS) ayun. pati mejo parang ang gulo-gulo ng utak ko lately. hindi ko na alam kung tama pa ba mga ginagawa ko or hindi na. (hindi tama means i'm stepping on to someone or something.) all i know is that it feels so right at the moment.

first things first. sorry talaga sa sinabi ko syo ha? (you know who you are.) don't worry i have a letter and i'll try na makarating sayo yun. that explains everything. and that will be my final word.

second sayo naman. (ibang tao na toh! alam nya kung sino sya.) oo galit ako sayo. pero hindi ko masabi sayo kasi i don't wanna add up to your problems na and i know kasi na magiging okei din naman tayo IN TIME! kasi ang nakakainis sayo is you are pushing me away. i'm willing to help you naman with what you're going through kaya lang you're shutting me up! bwiset ka! alam mong sobrang concerned ako sayo. and whatever it is na problem mo alam mong labas ako jan? so why put all you're "stress" on me. chong! friend ako, hindi sponge na sasalo sa lahat ng ibubuhos mo. (pero ganun ang friends diba?) hay naku! sana one day you'll realize that you're being unfair. yun lang talaga yung dahilan bat ako galit sayo kaya wag ka na mag-conclude ng kung anu-ano dahil ang lalayo ng mga pinagsasabi mo!

at ang huli sayo. (iba nanaman uli!) kahit na alam mong "stressed out and lost in space" ako ngayon, hindi ka na nakikisabay. oo corny ka, pero sometimes kailangan ko rin pala ng onting kakornihan sa buhay ko para sumaya ng onti noh? kung meron lang akong "hirit counter" na naka-built in sa cellphone ko, siguro maya't maya ang patak nun. anlakas mo eh ha? lahat may connect! hahaha. pero salamat salamat salamat ANNE CURTIS!! (di nyo gets? impossible!) share ko lang, may kanta sya sakin, revised nga lang yung lyrics.

"hindi ko alam, kung bakit ba ganito? ang hirap mong 'contackin' hindi pa sinasagot. hindi mo ba alam, ako'y nilalamok. pero tumatawag para marinig ang boses mo.. mahal kita mahal kita hindi ito bola, sagutin mo lang ang cellphone mo ako'y nasa langit na. mahal kita mahal kita hindi ito joketime, sagutin mo na yung cellphone mo, ok lang?"

funny kasi first time ko binasa yung text yung song na "ewan" agad pumasok sa utak ko, tas yun pala talaga yun. akalain mo nga naman. grabeh! dinaig pa ang mga taong malapit! yeah boi!

okai change topic.

sobrang i'm looking forward na talaga sa pagbalik sa school. i miss 3BA6 so much. (kahit mga peste't malilib*g kayong lahat!) hehehe. they really make college fun! weee. naiiyak na yang mga yan. pati excited na ko sa dancesquad kasi syempre seniors na kami nila labs pati ni besfren! haay! WELCOME JUNIORS! yeah boi! pati, i miss those torture trainings na may accompanied sermons ni dad. hahaha. aaawww.

change topic.

i luuurve gwen stefani lately. okei ang music nya. not too girly girly, not too ghetto, sakto lang. hehehe. and her latest video 4 in the morning? she's really pretty there. as in! sa lahat naman yata pretty sya. and i really luuurve the song. so before i bid my goodbye.. here's 4 in the morning by gwen stefani.. enjoi!!

*minsan ko nang pinangarap maging VJ sa myx!*

Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
& all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have

& all I know is
You got to give me everything
& nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me

[CHORUS]
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' in everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right

(Give you everything)
(Give you all of me)

Wait For You.

yeah yeah yeah boi!! JUNE is here!! *clap clap* "i'm so excited and i just can't hide it..." weeee.. unang araw palang ng june at lalamyerda na agad aku.. "kamusta naman un diba?" *tonong jairus po* hehehe.. it's roni's (my unica hija sa UST..) birthday bash / reunion ng 2-EMID. ansaya saya ngayon pa lang kasi ngayon ko nalang sila uli makikita eh. basta la-la-la happy happy happy!!

isa lang sumira sa araw ko eh. "kailangan pa ba i-memorize yan?" sinu pa? eh di si dakilang FATHER. ewan. araw ata ng pagsigaw nya. eh hindi ako makasigaw eh. (may beke po.) kaya lahat ng talak nya pumapasok sa ulo ko at umiikot dun. hay buhay. why oh why?

but anyway, wala akong paki! JUNE is JUNE!

so kamusta naman ang aking buhay lately? eto parang CINDERELLA. mejo revised version nga lang. nagiging prinsesa ako tuwing alas-12 ng gabi. at tuwing alas-12 ng gabi ako pwede lumabas. at wala akong glass slippers at "prince charming". i have 2 sisters (not evil.) and imbes na nanay ang kontra-bida, sa akin tatay. i have no fairy godmother, but i have GOD. (naks!) at ang istorya ko?? hindi nagsimula sa "once upon a time" at tiyak kong hindi magtatapos sa "and she / they will live happily ever after."

ayoko na maging masyadong bitter kay dad. tama na yung iiyak nalang ako once in a while ng patago. ayaw nila kasi dito sa bahay ng nakakakita ng umiiyak. (lalo na si mom.) kaya its either sa ilalim ng unan, sa terrace, sa kulungan ni twinkle (malaki yun.), or sa CR (habang naliligo) aku umiiyak. nung umuulan nung isang gabi, lumabas ako ng bahay ng walang nakakaalam, naligo ako sa ulan at umiyak. (totoo!) masaya yung feeling na yun. in frank's term nga "masaya maging malungkot." (apir bebe!) so ayun. mejo natatawa nga ako kasi kulang nalang eh sumayaw ako ng ala-USHER at background music ang "BURN". with matching apoy effects on the side. yeah boi!

ganyan talaga ko pag inatake ng ka-senti-han. like the other day. i asked bits to forward some "bitter" quotes. (bakit naman bitter?) ayun. andami sobra sinend. pumutok ata fone ko eh. (joke!) at ayun na-fo-forward ako sa kung kani-kanino. at ang mga reply. "huy. anu prob?" "musta ka? ok ka lang?" "anu nangyari?" haaay. peepz! OVER-ACTING kayo! =p hehehe.

so anyways.. kanina habang wala ako dito umepal si ate les at nag-you tube. may bago syang hinanap na kanta. aba! intro palang at nag-pantig tenga ko. and the title. yes! WAIT FOR YOU by ELLIOT YAMIN. one of the contestants sa American Idol last year daw. so ayun. ansaya nung kanta. kaya eto.. para sa mga bigo, iniwan, nag-e-emo, at nag-iinarte sa buhay na mga lalaki (at pwede din sa babae.) para sa inyo toh.. CHILLAX!!

with that i bid you goodbye..

WAIT FOR YOU by Elliot Yamin

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]

So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

Pochay, Kamusta Ka Na?

wala ako magawa. kaya eto at nag-pc na lang ako since wala naman utos si ama eh. (yey!) at kahit hindi umuulan ngayon, (sana mamayang hapon umulan!) ay masaya ako! masaya? oo! masayang-masaya. bakit? simple things.

1.) ok na ok na kami ni ALOI. i mean, wala na talgang mga bagay na nag-bo-boggle sa utak namin. we had a VERY SERIOUS talk nung sunday, (napaka-rare ko pa naman magsalita!) and we / I cleared things up. wala na kaming hiya-hiya. sige! aminan ng mga "kalokohan" at kung anu-ano pang mga "kabulastugan" na pinaggagagawa namin noon. what a relief kasi after all this time na tinatago ko sa kanya yung mga bagay na ganun, at last nasabi ko naren. truly.. "the truth will set you free"! (naks! galing sa nip / tuck yan!) ang sarap ng feeling! stig!

2.) successful ang operation ni marvin sa kanyang eyes. (besh! mishuu! alis tayo?) thank GOD talaga kasi as i know it, very critical yung ginawang operation sa kanya. luckily, i all went well. hehehe. masaya ko for him kasi alam ko after that operation, mas MABILIS na nya kong makikita kapag kumakaway ako sa kanya! hehehe. (peace tayo besh!) basta thank you LORD! =p

3.) at looong last. nakagawa na ko ng "very impressive" resume. (ang hirap!) hehehe. makakapag-apply na ulit ako, this time hindi na sana sa isang fast food or any work na mag-re-require ng masyadong strenous activities. (yung hindi na mag-mo-mop or magpupunas ng tables and chairs. hehehehe. sorry mcdo!) basta, sana matinong naman ma-landingan ko nagyon. miss ko na ang may "ka-trabaho", yung sweldo tuwing 15 / 30, yung pag-uwi ng late galing "work", and all that stuff. wala! siguro inggit ako kila ate and mama, kasi nagtatrabaho na sila eh. samantalang ako, books at sci calculator parin ang hawak. pero onting tiis na lang! 2 sems to go at finally, makakgraduate na ko! *cross fingers* basta. basta. basta.

4.) isa pang reason, PANALO SI LIM! i mean, si Mr. Alfredo Lim ang hinirang na bagong mayor ng MAynila! asteeeeg! kung bakit secret muna! baka po maudlot eh. hahaha. (hay! sir ha? tuparin nyo yung sinabi nyo!)

5.) bati na kami ni KRISSY! (yey! uy kilig! uy kinikilig-kilig!) well, hindi naman kami nag-away eh. nagka-dedmahan lang ng matagal kasi.. busy, pati wala ako madalas sa bahay, pati minsan wala lang masabi kaya ayun. antagal-tagal namin di nag-usap. tapos kahapon i made the first move na magtext (may load naman ako eh, unli pa! hehehe.) and luckily hindi sya masyadong busy kaya ayun nag-reply sya! basta, masaya lang yung feeling! weee! (uy kilig! uy kinikilig!) nakuu! lagot ako pag nabasa nila toh.. sabihin nila 'etong si chai nagiinarte ka nanamang bakla ka!' hahaha. ah basta masaya talaga! thank you krissy! don't worry, pag-pe-pray naten mommy mo ha?

6.) ang dami-dami nang babies sa paligid! wehehe.. ang dami ko nang barkada na mga soon-to-be-mommies na ngayon! nakuu! patay-patay nanaman sa binyagan nito. dapat iba-iba outfit dahil iisang circle of friends lang kami! hahaha. bawal repaet performance ng damit! kung magiging futuristic ang pag-iisip ko ngayon, oo masaya ako for them kasi mommy na sila, may baby na silang aalalahanin, di na basta basta pwede gumimmick, pati yung pera nila, imbes na pambili na ng shoes or pants, pambili na ngayon ng diaper or gatas. wehehe. ahy naku! excited din ako sa mga magiging names ng mga baby nila. sana kahit isa man lang dun may melai, o kaya melissa, or pwede din chai, or JOY! hahaha. (kaya kayong mga ina kayo ha? kahit palayaw lang, lagyan nyo ng bahid ko ha? para maging maldita / maldito rin yan paglaki! hahaha. kidding.) basta-basta kung anu man mga pinagdadaanan nyo ngayon, i'm at your back. kakalimutan ko muna mga sariling kong burdens, tulungan ko kayo. aba! bawal kayo ma-stress! papanget inaanak ko! hahahaha. i love you all! street party ito sa inyong baby shower! isara ang MALATE! hahaha.

7.) bakit pa ba ko masaya? kasi JUNE na! oo june na! malapit na yun. after this week, isang week na lang tapos JUNE na! haaay! para kasi sakin parang june ang NEW YEAR ko. kasi back to school eh. bagong mga gamit (PURPLE STUFFS!) pati bagong uniform, sapatos, school bag, panty, bra, socks, at kung anu-ano pa. hay! mag-sho-shopping na ulit ako sa national bookstore! hehehe. at syempre BACK-TO-SCHOOL nga.. back to kalokohan na nanaman. mas matindi na ngayon dahil 4th year na eh. susulitin na ang huling taon. hehehe. bentahan nanaman ng mga second hand books sa presyong kaguli-gulintang! hahaha. basta.. SOOOOO EXCITING na talaga ang school year na ito! miss na miss ko na mga blockmates ko. (beach kids! ihanda mga tenga nyo sa mga kwento. ako una? please? hehehe.) ah basta, dapat sa first week ng pasukan yellow cab tayo ha? kahit sa may recto pa yun! lakarin naten! hahaha.

hay nakuu! lahat ng yan, simple man yan, that's enough reason for me to be sooo happy! ang hindi pa lang pag-uutos sakin ng dad ko ay sobrang happy na eh. anu pa yang mga reason na yan? eh di todong happy na talaga! hay nakuu! ang saya nalang kasi kalimutan ng MAY eh kaya na-a-attat na ko sa JUNE! ah basta! dito muna.


**don't worry. wala na kayong maririnig anything from me. from now on, mga unan at stuff toys ko na lang ang pagsasabihan ko ng mga "thoughts" ko. magiging "anger-free" na itong blog ko. naisip ko rin kasi, nagpapahayag lang naman ako, wala akong hinihinging aksyon ukol dito, so naisip ko, why bother na mag-blog sa multiply? or sa kahit saang blog? MUKHA AKONG PAPANSIN diba? eh di hindi na ko magsasalita. ah basta, sana matupad ko toh. don't worry, wala nang kung anu mang batikos! i'll just KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT!!! hehehe.

** oh sya paalam muna. so in a good mood today, ayoko sirain. babushkee for now! *kisses*

Rain On Me.

yeeey! after a long long long time, AT LAST! umulan na rin uli! weeee. buti nalang nakaligo na ko bago pumatak tong ulan dahil kung hindi ay nakihalubilo na ko sa mga batang kalye sa labas at nakiligo sa kanila. hehehe. ang sarap! ang lamig lamig! yeeeeaaah!

relaxing ang araw na 'to. mejo tame si daddy ngayon, wala pa yatang naka-ready na "pochay's to-do list" kaya hayan, pagita-gitara at pakinig-kinig lang sya. hehehe. i looove it that way. pero on second thought, ambagal ng oras pag wala kang ginagawa. ang sakit na nga ng pwet ko dito kakaupo sa harap ng pc eh. pero 2 hours palang naman aku andito. tsk.

kasabay ng ulan na pumapatak / bumubuhos ngayon ay ang kantang nasa isip ko kanina pa. "Rain on Me" ni Ashanti.

"Rain on me.
Lord, won't you take this pain from me?
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, ‘till ya just,
Rain on me.
Lord, won't take this pain from me?
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe, baby."

nararamdaman ko na ang JUNE!! yeah! sobrang excited na ko kasi bumalik sa school. miss ko na ang UST! yung mga puno, yung field na may mga cute na soccer babes, mga maaarte ang EMO students, mga kotse ng prof, sila father and sister, at marami pang iba! grabe! excited naren aku mag-4th year. kung dati ayoko pa, ngayon handa na ko. hehehe. lahat ng school works ngayon pag-iigihan ko na. may "hidden agenda" ako eh. ahahaha.

MISS KO NA BA-6!! tae. ang-summer lang hindi na kayo nagparamdam! huhuhu. pero alam kong may kanya kanya tayong inaatupag kaya ayus lang!! kita-kits birthday ni jill!! pati sa enrollment!! (which happens to be birthday din ni MARGA!!)

may swimming outing bukas ang E-MID at di ako makakasama. why is the because? eh kasi hindi pa magaling ear infection ko kaya di pa pwede magswimming. eh kesa naman pumunta ko tas hindi aku magsiswimming? nakak-inggit yun noh!

ah basta basta! masaya aku malapit na mag-JUNE! school days again. busy-busyhan! toxic. stress. haggard! i'm ready for it! *kisses*