napapadalas na ang pag-e-emo ko. ayoko nito. pero sa bagay, masaya nga ang malungkot minsan. at mas masarap umiyak ng walang dahilan. it helps clean the heart "daw". :) hindi naman ako yung terminal na emo na naglalaslas na at suicidal. gusto ko lang minsan nagrereflect sa mga bagay-bagay. aminin man natin o hindi, minsan hindi na masaya mga pangyayari sa paligid.
hindi ko makuha yung point bakit ako nag-iinarte at malungkot.
naalala ko, highschool pa lang pala ma-drama na kong tao. sa mga super close friends ko, ilang beses na nila ko nakita umiyak [lalo nung 4th year highschool.] chaka pag malungkot ako, dun ako nakakapagsalita ng mga bagay na hindi ko alam na nasa isip ko pala. nakakapag-english pa nga ng di oras eh. naalala ko tuloy nung second year highschool, may semi "tampuhan" or "emo episode" kami ng paborito kong pinsan na si louis. hindi naman kami ganun ka close nun, pero hindi ko na matandaan yung exact details basta ito lang natatandaan ko:
- summer yun ng 2002, nasa batangas ako, nasa zambales [yata] sya. eh alam naman naten na nakaka-emo talaga sa mga lugar na malapit sa beach or basta malayo sa manila, so ayun, siguro mood setting na yun.
- hindi pa uso ang UNLI or kahit anong promo sa text messaging nun, pero magkatext kami lagi nun tuwing gabi. basta ang drama drama nya kasi, ang likot ng utak, andaming sinasabi, yung iba di ko na maintindihan.
- sinabayan ko ang ka-dramahan nya at kumuha ako ng isang verse sa kanta ni emma bunton. ayun! hindi sya nagreply. hehehe. :)
- hindi ko din alam paano natapos yung episode na yun, basta alam ko pagpasok ng 3rd year highschool, awkward kami! hahaha. basta hanggang ngayon ginagamit ko parin pang-asar sa kanya ang episode na yun.
nung saturday, may pinarinig si cuz sakin na kanta ni emma bunton sa E72 nya. tinanong nya ko, ito ba yun? sabi ko hindi. ang natandaan nya lang daw kasi ay emma bunton.
anu nga ba tong mahiwagang kantang to, na una kong naging emo song? at dahil natutuwa akong nalulungkot ako ngayon, papakinggan ko sya maghapon? the title speaks for itself, A world without you. ♥
A World Without You By Emma Bunton
I know that you can hear the rhythm of the rain
Although we're miles apart I know you feel my pain
I try to be so strong, I try to carry on
But since you left the sun don't seem to shine
My tears are falling on the words you wrote to me
I wish that somehow they could take me where I wanna be
It seems so long ago, you held me when I cried
For now I just pretend you're by my side, oh yeah
Everything that I touch turns to blue
When I'm living in a world without you
I'm going crazy, baby, I am missing you
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I try to watch a movie but you're all that I can see
(All that I can see)
And in my dreams I know I always see you constantly
But then a dream comes to an end and I'm alone
And I can't seem to let this feeling go, whoa, oh baby
Everything that I touch turns to blue
When I'm living in a world without you
I'm going crazy, baby, I am missing you
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
(Can't live without you)
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
I try to be so strong, I try to carry on
But since you left the sun don't seem to shine, whoa
Everything that I touch turns to blue
When I'm living in a world without you
(I'm going crazy, missing you, baby)
I'm going crazy baby, I am missing you
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
(A world without you)
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
(Living without you)
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
I'm going crazy, missing you, baby
Living without you
(Living without you)
ayun lang. masaya din ang melody nyang kantang yan kasi relaxing. basta everytime maririnig ko tong kantang to, maiisip ko ay beach, coconut trees, nakahiga sa sand, at nag-aabang ng shooting stars. happy emo-ing! :p
hindi ko makuha yung point bakit ako nag-iinarte at malungkot.
naalala ko, highschool pa lang pala ma-drama na kong tao. sa mga super close friends ko, ilang beses na nila ko nakita umiyak [lalo nung 4th year highschool.] chaka pag malungkot ako, dun ako nakakapagsalita ng mga bagay na hindi ko alam na nasa isip ko pala. nakakapag-english pa nga ng di oras eh. naalala ko tuloy nung second year highschool, may semi "tampuhan" or "emo episode" kami ng paborito kong pinsan na si louis. hindi naman kami ganun ka close nun, pero hindi ko na matandaan yung exact details basta ito lang natatandaan ko:
- summer yun ng 2002, nasa batangas ako, nasa zambales [yata] sya. eh alam naman naten na nakaka-emo talaga sa mga lugar na malapit sa beach or basta malayo sa manila, so ayun, siguro mood setting na yun.
- hindi pa uso ang UNLI or kahit anong promo sa text messaging nun, pero magkatext kami lagi nun tuwing gabi. basta ang drama drama nya kasi, ang likot ng utak, andaming sinasabi, yung iba di ko na maintindihan.
- sinabayan ko ang ka-dramahan nya at kumuha ako ng isang verse sa kanta ni emma bunton. ayun! hindi sya nagreply. hehehe. :)
- hindi ko din alam paano natapos yung episode na yun, basta alam ko pagpasok ng 3rd year highschool, awkward kami! hahaha. basta hanggang ngayon ginagamit ko parin pang-asar sa kanya ang episode na yun.
nung saturday, may pinarinig si cuz sakin na kanta ni emma bunton sa E72 nya. tinanong nya ko, ito ba yun? sabi ko hindi. ang natandaan nya lang daw kasi ay emma bunton.
anu nga ba tong mahiwagang kantang to, na una kong naging emo song? at dahil natutuwa akong nalulungkot ako ngayon, papakinggan ko sya maghapon? the title speaks for itself, A world without you. ♥
A World Without You By Emma Bunton
I know that you can hear the rhythm of the rain
Although we're miles apart I know you feel my pain
I try to be so strong, I try to carry on
But since you left the sun don't seem to shine
My tears are falling on the words you wrote to me
I wish that somehow they could take me where I wanna be
It seems so long ago, you held me when I cried
For now I just pretend you're by my side, oh yeah
Everything that I touch turns to blue
When I'm living in a world without you
I'm going crazy, baby, I am missing you
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
I try to watch a movie but you're all that I can see
(All that I can see)
And in my dreams I know I always see you constantly
But then a dream comes to an end and I'm alone
And I can't seem to let this feeling go, whoa, oh baby
Everything that I touch turns to blue
When I'm living in a world without you
I'm going crazy, baby, I am missing you
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
(Can't live without you)
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
I try to be so strong, I try to carry on
But since you left the sun don't seem to shine, whoa
Everything that I touch turns to blue
When I'm living in a world without you
(I'm going crazy, missing you, baby)
I'm going crazy baby, I am missing you
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
(A world without you)
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
Can't imagine all I go through
When I'm living in a world without you
(Living without you)
I'm not alone, I know that you can feel it too
I'm going crazy, missing you, baby
Living without you
(Living without you)
ayun lang. masaya din ang melody nyang kantang yan kasi relaxing. basta everytime maririnig ko tong kantang to, maiisip ko ay beach, coconut trees, nakahiga sa sand, at nag-aabang ng shooting stars. happy emo-ing! :p
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