So yeah, its 2 hours before 2011 comes. And I'm doing this 'I-need-to-have-a-year-end-post' post. I don't want 'Thank you' notes or 'Highlights of 2010' kind of post because its what most people do. And of course, I've already thanked people and blogged about the "highlights" of my year.
Anyway, I wanted this to be short and simple.
Since last week, I haven't been resting well, and that's not because of the parties, night-outs, etc. that I've been going to. Sleep is far different from rest, if you know what I mean. Its just that I've never been so bothered about something like this before. Since I've heard THAT news, I can't help but be scared. Scared? Yeah, scared. It's the first time that I feel unsure of what can happen the day after. [Excuse my grammar. Kalat lang thoughts ko.] I know for a fact that tomorrow is always uncertain, but to feel scared about it? That's new for me.
Maybe, once again, I am being tested by my faith. I know that I've been AWOL with my 'meetings' with God, so maybe He's calling my attention. Maybe, because things are going so well with my life, I often forget to talk to him. So, yeah. Maybe He's just reminding me of something, or He wants me to learn something from this... eeeerrrmmm... test?
When I'm not in control of things, there's one thing left to do.. HOPE. Hope that things would turn out for the better. Hope that everything will fall perfectly into place. Hope that people would be patient enough to wait for their prayers to be answered. Hope that there would be a brighter day for all of us. Hope that our eyes be dried from tears. Hope that people will not stop from hoping.
2 hours from now, we'll be facing a new year. New beginnings. New challenges. New experiences. New opportunities. New everything! And with all of these, let us keep our head high, hope that what we prayed for will be answered one by one, and never stop believing. :)
Happy New Year Everyone! God Bless Us All! :)
