I Don't Wanna Be Your Friend.

Yeah. This is the part where I get to sing this song. Bitter? Not! I'm perfectly fine. But, for the longest time that I've been dealing with relationships, there comes a point wherein this song is perfectly fit for the moment. [If you know what I mean.] Every line just hits me. Anyway, I'm not angry or anything. I just want to express what I'm feeling now, through this song I guess.

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I DON'T WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND
By: Nina

I don’t want to see your face
I don’t want to hear your name
I don’t want a thing
Just stay away baby
Don’t wanna know if you’re alright
Or what you’re doing with your life
Don’t wanna hear that you’ll stay in touch maybe

I’ll get by just fine
So if you’re going then darling goodbye, goodbye

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
And i don’t think i care
I’m not over you yet
And i don’t want to be your friend

I’ll forget we ever met
I’ll forget i ever let
Ever let you into this heart of mine baby
You just gotta let me be
You gotta keep away from me
’Cause all i want to be is just free of you baby

Don’t you come around
And say you still care about me
Go now, go now

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
And i don’t think i care
I’m not over you yet
And i don’t want to be your friend

You take it casually, and that's what’s killing me
I’ll get by just fine
So if you’re going then darling goodbye, goodbye

Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more
Don’t expect me to be there
Don’t think that it will be the way it was before
No, no baby
Don’t call me in the middle of the night no more

I’m not over you yet
And i don’t want to be your friend..

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So yeah. I guess I don't wanna be your friend.. Not just yet. There's too much drama, and trust me, I'm done with those things. Until then, I think I'll be fine. :)

ARNOLD AQUILEÑA.

At dahil SUPER SPECIAL ng taong nabanggit.. Isang post dedicated SOLELY to him. Ü [Infairness, ang tagal ko na-figure out na ikaw yung nagcomment. Kala ko si Ariel! Gamitin pa ba ang pangalan ng Nanay ko? Hahaha!] 'Wag ka na magtampo ha? Alam mo namang hindi kita nakakalimutan eh. [Iced Tea Tarik nalang tayo sa KopiRoti.] Anyway.. Game! Ü



Thank You Arnold / Beng / Erniernernernernern. ♥

Sa pagsagot ng tawag nung madaling araw na yun. [July 18, 2010] Sa pagsagot ng mga text ko tuwing nawawala ako sa tamang pag-iisip. Sa pagsama sa tabing dagat ng Talamahi nung madaling araw. [August 1, 2010] At sa walang humpay na pagpapaandar mo ng mga kalokohang hindi ko alam saan mo pinupulot. MARAMING SALAMAT! Ü Masaya ako dahil napatunayan kong hindi ka lang sa 'saya' kaibigan, pati rin pala sa 'ka-inartehan' nandyan ka. Ü Kala ko kasi dati hindi ako makakapagshare sayo ng mga 'serious' na bagay dahil sa sobrang comedy mo, at ayokong mambasag ng trip 'pag masaya na tayong lahat diba? Ayun. Salamat kasi ikaw yung tipo ng kaibigan na marami lagi sinasabi [At maraming alam!] at sinasabi mo lahat yun out of concern, nothing more, nothing less. I mean, your very upfront. Wala nang paligoy-ligoy pa. And that's what I like about you. Ü Matagal narin tayong 'friends', pero ngayon ko mas na-prove na magkaibigan talaga tayo. [Kala ko kasi dati plastic ka! Hahaha! Ü] Basta, basta. Ang iba pang mga chorvang pagpapasalamat ay hindi ko na kailangan pang banggitin! Ü

At 'wag ka na kasi magselos. Alam mo namang ikaw parin ang 'First Love' ko at sa'yo ko parin i-de-dedicate ang bawat WestLife na kantang alam ko. ♫♪ And I swear it all over again.. ♪♫ At ikaw parin ang pinakamagaling sumayaw na lalaking kilala ko! Ü ♫♪ Every little thing I do.. Never seem enough for you.. ♪♫ At ikaw parin ang pinaka-kwelang nilalang! Ü I LOVE YOU BIATCH! ♥♥♥

*Ayan ah? Yung "pogi ka" photo yung nilagay ko. Ü

Know Myself Better.

Another boring afternoon here in the office. Another FaceBook app that I randomly clicked. Blah. Forgive me for this lame post. This is what I do to survive boredom. Ü

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Dear Melissa Joy Mariano Tabernilla, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
Yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet.

Girlfriend/boyfriend: You are a true romantic.

Relationship: You are ready to commit.

Love: Your have very sensible tactics.

Education: Education is very important in life.

Job: You're a practical person and will choose a secure job.

Success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go.

Afraid: You are afraid of things that you cannot control.



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Yeah. The results are not that exciting. I'll just end it here. 'Till the next app. Ü

Wake Me Up When September Ends.

Sa lahat ng mga kumanta ng "Wake Me Up When September Ends".. GISING NA! October na bukas! :D

The September that was.. How time flies SO fast! A month has passed already just like that! A lot has happened, its been one heck of a roller-coaster ride if you ask me. I learned a lot, cried a lot, and fought a lot. My emotions just came rushing in every time there's an opportunity for it to take control of things. But, little by little I handle matters the way its supposed to be. [I think.] And as September comes to a close, I am VERY thankful for SO many reasons. [And for a lot of people.]

Thank You TUSK.
[Chasha, Bits, Jas and Nessa]
When a girl is in trouble, she needs her girlfriends to pick her up. Thank you girls for patiently listening to all my whines and rants and never-ending tears whenever we talk. I promise to ALWAYS be here for you, whenever.. wherever! ['Wag lang kayo magsabay-sabay, isa lang ako!] It is through these times that our friendship levels up. I really can't explain everything that I feel right now. All the love TUSK. Thank You Thank You Thank You. [Super extra Thank You to Chasha & Bits. ♥♥♥]

To Chasha: Thank you so much for the never-ending friendship. [Yes. I am THAT confident.] Friendship na hindi lang tuwing Sunday may effect at hindi lang sa EMC natatapos. I so love you! ♥

To Bits: Thank you for bringing that 'girl power' inside me back to life. BABAE KANG TUNAY! Mabuhay! Ü Thank you for listening, kahit redundant and childish na at times. Ü


Thank You Jai.
Mr. Jairus Jericho Mendoza Perocho. Grabe ka Broi! Kung di pa tayo nag 'one-on-one' nung rainy Sunday na yun, hindi pa tayo mag-le-level up ng bongga! Hahaha! But seriously, I am very thankful for the friendship/'siblingship' [Haha! Anu daw?] that we have. Ibang klase! Ü Don't worry, all the things you told me, I will never forget them. [Minsan lang kailangan i-refresh.] Thank you for helping me to take that 'step up'. *Huuuuug*

** Hindi ko alam kung close ba talaga tayo or hindi dahil wala akong mahagilap na photo nating dalawa. Tsk!











Thank You Kuya Shad.
Mr. Lionel Shadrach Barinaga. Isa ka pa! Kung hindi pa kita na 'one-on-one' hindi ko malalaman na you would be such a big help. Super thank you for always being my Big Bro! Ü *kasa* Thank you for reminding me how I should be treated and that I have to always keep my head up in times like this. Thank you so much Kuya Shad. ♥















Thank You Mikel.
For coming to me for help, it diverted my attention and somehow forget what I'm going through. And for using my experiences to be of help to you. And most of all, for rekindling the friendship. Rakenrol! All I have to say is in my past post about you, so basahin mo nalang ulit! Hahaha! Ü

**Ang cheesy ng pic. Wala akong makitang iba eh. Hehehe.














Thank You Louis.
Isa ka pa! You're always included on my list of people to thank. I am so blessed to have been given someone like you who totally understand me. As in everything! Ü You were there from the start [Kinder days? Joke!] up until now. Thank you for listening to what I have to say, and for.. uhmm.. understanding 'crazy girl stuffs'. Ü Thank you also for helping me see the positive side of the things that's going on around me. [Weh? Meron? MERON!] Thank You Thank You Thank You! ♥








Thank You Sisters.
For being a role model of a modern woman who is strong, beautiful, and with class. [Naks!] Sharing my stories with you lightens up the burden, because I know at the back of your minds you're laughing at me because you've also been there and done that.. And looking at you now.. You're perfectly fine, thus giving me the assurance that I will also be fine. Ü I LOVE YOU ATE! ♥










Thank You Mom.
I will always be forever thankful for your love. It is when I face my biggest problems that you show your love and comfort for me, not just because you're my Mom and that's your job, but rather because you are also my friend and that you love me for who I am and who I am not. ♥♥♥










Thank You Lord.
I couldn't ultimately thank anyone else but you, Lord. It is you that really picked me up EVERYTIME. Thank you for bringing me back where I really should be. Thank you for giving comfort when I'm down. Thank you for the strength and understanding you gave for me to accept that things will not always go my way, but Your way. Thank you for forgiving me for all my shortcomings so that I too, can also forgive those who've wronged me. Thank you for the people mentioned above [And for all the people who's really dear to my heart.] because through them, I can feel your love. ♥


And lastly, I am thankful because now.. I know better.. And I'm stronger.. :)



WAKE UP! ITS OCTOBER ALREADY! Ü

Just The Way You Are.

Oh how I love BRUNO MARS! ♥ He's like the Ne-yo of Asia. Hahaha. I like his eyes, his voice, and of course his songs.

Last Saturday, I saw the music video of his latest single "Just The Way You Are" for the first time [Yeah. I don't get to watch tv nowadays. Ü]. I SOOO liked it! Its sweet and simple, and the girl in the video is perfectly fit for the song! ♥ I just told myself.. "Haaaayy.. Sana may kumanta sakin nito.."

Come Monday, I dropped by Louis' house. He then told me.. "May papanuod ako sayo.." "Anu ba yun?" "Basta!" He searched for the file on his laptop, and then opened it in Windows Media Player.. "Just The Way You Are by: Bruno Mars"! He did a cover of that song! I was surprised that I was smiling the entire time I was watching it. After that, I asked him.. "Para sakin ba yun ha?" "Oo naman." ^_____^ [At sumakit ng tuluyan ang pisngi ko kaka-smile!] I don't care kung sabi mo hindi maganda boses mo, or mukha kang inaantok, or kasama mo si Mel sa video.. Basta! Nagustuhan ko sya! Ü Thank you! ^_____^

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Oh her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me "Do I look okay?"
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

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Yeah. Overwhelmed parin ako sa video na to! Hehehe. Yun lang. *Bow*

Just sharing the love.. Ciao! ♥♥♥

If perfect is what you're searching for then just stay the same.. Ü