8th - "I HATE YOU!"

10 Things I Hate About You.

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right.

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

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I hate the feeling that I cannot truly hate the person who I must hate. Huh? Basta! Yung tipong naiinis ka, pero hindi sa tao mismo kung di dun sa ginawa nya sayo. Pero hindi mo rin maiiwasan na hindi mainis sa tao mismo dahil sya yung gumawa nun? Or sensitive lang ako? Ewan ko. Baka nga inaatake nanaman ako ng "Grinch" mode ko kasi malapit na birthday ko. Labo! Anyway, so ayun na nga. Hate. Hate. Hate. Oo alam kong masama ang mag-hate, dapat "dislike" para subtle lang. Pero hindi eh. Hate talaga dapat. At feeling ko wala nang point tong sinasabi ko.

Minsan, sa sobrang ayaw kong nagagalit sa ibang tao, tumatahimik nalang ako. Magpapasensiya. Iintindi. Ok lang na ako nalang yung umintindi kesa sa magkaron pa ng "serious talk" at makasakit pa ko ng tao diba? Pero tao lang din naman ako, minsan napupuno din. At naiinis din. Pero hidi sa tao mismo, kung di dun sa nangyayari. Ako rin ang nahihirapan kahit ako yung dapat mainis eh. Haaaay! Labo. Hirap maging mapagbigay minsan. :( Pero hindi naman masamang bagay to eh. Nag-ra-rant lang ako para may ma-blog ako. Haha! Joooke! Ü Gagawa din ako ng version ko nitong "10 things" pero I'll not limit myself to just 10, kaya ko kaya hanggang 100? Hahahaha! BITTER! Ü

All I'm saying is, I'm not used to "truly" hating a person. There might be times that I'll utter those words, but don't really mean it. And if I can just ask, how can you hate the person who ALWAYS know how to make you smile? See? Now you're smiling! ^___^

7 days to go.. ♥

9th - "Migraine. Mind Drain."

Still not done with Migraine. Still not done with the "petty fight" as well. :(

This will be one quiet yet relaxing Sunday. Almost! Of course my dad is there to ruin the silence around the house. Aaaarrrgh! My head still hurts!

I woke up, ate, took a bath and went to church near our house so that I can easily get home after the service. Since I can't do anything that will involve moving around, I decided to watch Gossip Girl instead. I ahven't had the chance to watch the other half of Season 3 that's why the timing is perfect.

Actually, Serena, Blair, Chuck, Nate, Jenny, Dan and Vanessa help me take my mind out of the things that I've been worrying lately. [ As in last night "lately".] I love watching them get caught up in their own serious problems, but what's different is that they always know they can get away with it, or that it will always be fine. I wish it could be the same with me. [Upper East Sider?] Anyway, wishful thinking lang naman yun. Ü HIndi masama mangarap! Taaaamaaaah!

Nothing else to say. Quite a boring day for me. But I like it. Till here.

My head still hurts, but I won't stop watching! Haha! Ü

8 days to go.. ♥

10th - "Good Morning.. Not So Good Night.."

Good Morning.
Woke up at 7AM with a severe hangover/headache from last night's "Badtrip Mania" @ Central, then decided to ditch my Photog Class and stay in bed until my headache subsides. I was planning to attend the afternoon session, but then I received a call; "Gusto mo manuod ng Toy Story 3?" "Ngayon na? Sakit pa ng ulo ko eh." "Eh di sige maya maya. Ay! Good Morning nga pala." No more second thoughts.. "ABSENT NA KO!" To my excitement, I quickly got up, and then I felt dizzy again. After a while, I got up again, more stable this time, then prepared my stuff and ate breakfast. "Puyat ka nanaman noh?", asked my mom. "Uhhhmm. Di naman." "Alis ako Ma ha?" "Saan ka pupunta? Sige." I was surprised by my mom's answer. "Good Mood" yata sya. Oh yes! What a great Saturday morning! Ü

Toy Story 3 in 3D Disney Digital.
I really enjoyed the movie; though I didn't like the 3D glasses. [Greenbelt Cinema.] Nothing compared to iMAX! [Haha! Yabang!] Anyway, I really really liked the movie.

Lesson #1: Letting go of something valuable to you.
Letting go doesn't mean that you want to forget it. Its just that sometimes we have to move forward, and by doing that we have to let go of the things which we cannot bring along with us. But because it is important to us, we entrust this to someone who we know will take care of them better than we can. [Oha! Naisip ko pa yun? Bwahaha!]

Lesson #2: Some "Kens" are "Barbies" also.
Hahaha! Natawa lang ako sa movie how they portrayed Ken. Lalaki nga pero sa super pagiging metro-sexual, nagiging bading na. Pero sila lang ni Barbie ang nagkakaintindihan na ang top priority nila ay "fashion". Basta watch it nalang! Baka marami maka-relate! Haha! Ü

Lesson #3: Things are not always what they seem.
Perfectly done by Lotso. [The Pink Bear that smells like Strawberries] Well, reality check. Not all who smiles at you likes you. Not all hugs says that you are welcomed. And not all who befriends you are true to you. [Pessimistic? Nah!] Narelate ko lang naman. Ü Watch it nalang kasi. I don't want to spoil the good parts of the movie.

Not So Good Night.
It all started after the movie. I felt dizzy again, this time its worse. Migraine attack I suppose. I got cranky and I was ranting to go home. I took some meds but I guess it didin't work. Had a little "petty fight" with myself involving someone, and that's when I told myself "I've just had it!". I didn't bother telling the person what the problem is, hoping that the feeling will eventually rip off. [After I get some nice sleep I guess.] An hour later, I woke up, still feeling SO dizzy; that's when I decided not to go to the Preview Party @ Republiq. [SAYAAAAANG!] I felt really bad bacuse I already have something to wear, Virma and Jeff we're already waiting for me, and I bailed on Abhie's event AGAIN. :( But I can't really do anything in my condition, not even fix my hair.

So why am I still blogging? Just wanted to update, that's all.

9 days to go.. ♥

11th - "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun."

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY! Ü

Just a plain "petiks" Friday at the office. Calm. Quiet. Laid back. Perfect! [Or am I just excited? Ü ]

Once again, a "suppose-to-be-ALL-GIRLS-night out" became "LETS-GO-OUT" Friday night chill at Central Adriatico. Being with them [HS Friends] [for the 3rd time this week, I think?] just feels... LIGHT! I mean, nothing to worry about. We don't get to talk about work [except for Abhie because her work is sooo much fun!Ü] or other matters that can ruin the good vibes. As long as I have them, I know I'll be ok. ♥ [Naks! Kung nababasa nyo to, kapal ng mukha nyong lahat! Hahaha!] Even if we get to this EVERY WEEK, I won't get tired of it! [I'll just have to move my Saturday Class to Sunday. Haha!]

Finally, I get to tell my "friend" that I'm totally annoyed at her [Yes, its a SHE!] and her insensitivity towards other people. Well, I may not be a good judge of character, but I really have to tell her what I feel so that "backstab talks" against her would be lessened. As much as I like talking, I really hate the feeling of talking about other people behind their backs. I would rather tell them in their faces, even if they hate after, than talk and talk when they're not around. I've been burdened by this feeling for a long time now, and it feels good having to tell her the truth. I was expecting that she would ask questions about it, and may even cry. Luckily she didn't. She just listened, and I guess she kind of get it already. And I think all is well between us. At least for now. Haha! Ü

All I know is that whatever happens, one thing is for sure.. GIRLS JUST ALWAYS WANT TO HAVE FUN! ♥

So that's just it for today.

10 Days to go.. ♥

12th - "Make Use Of Your Benefits."

Helloooooo JULY! Oh Yes! It is my birth month already. Ü It kind of makes me excited because:

1.) I have lots of friends whose birthday falls on this month, therefore, its also PARTY MONTH! Hahaha. [Lahat nalang may title?] Birthday bashes.. KEEP IT COMING! Ü

2.) Feelin ko ang special special ko pag July, kahit ako mismo yung nagpapaspecial ng sarili ko. Haha! Basta, parang month-long lagi ang celebration ko ng birthday. I don't know lang this year kung ganun pa rin. [Dami kasing set of friends.]

3.) Even though its annoying at times, I kind of enjoy the rainy season. Dapat lang laging kang handa. [Payong? Check. Traffic? Dislike.]

4.) After this month, it will be August.. Then September.. Then October.. I don't know pero parang mas bumibilis yung paglipas ng araw? before you know it, we're celebrating Christmas already! Haha! Ü

So how did I spend the first day of my favorite month? SICK LEAVE. Haha! Ü Actually, I called in sick the night before and I have a very good reason for doing so.

I was scheduled to enroll for my passport on September 17, 2010. Luckily, my mom found an open slot and it was moved to June 30th. But it was declared as a special non-working holiday, so it was moved again to this day. I arrived at the DFA office around 10am [I was planning to be there at 7AM, but I didn't wake up early.] I thought having an appointment online would mean that your application would be processed faster and ahead of time hence you will not fall in line. But I was wrong. THE LINE WAS LONG. As in freaking LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG! And because I am practicing to be patient [Haha!] I decided to fall in line. It like I'm in Araneta Coliseum falling in line to buy a ticket to the UAAP Cheering Competition [Being the Thomasian that I am, It is a big deal to watch it at the Big Dome.] Then suddenly, I remember an officemate telling me that there is a "Courtesy Lane" for government employees who will be processing their passport. So after 30 mins. [Of falling in line OUTSIDE the DFA office.] I decided to ask the guard. "Sir, may courtesy lane po ba for government employees?" "Meron, bakit? Government employee ka ba?" [Nagtataray ang jaguar!] "Oo, ito po ID ko." [Z snap!] "Ay ma'am, bat ka pa pumila jan. Dito po yung Courtesy Lane.." At hinatid nya ko sa building na may magandang pinto, malamig, at may escalator pa! Ü So umakyat ako, and followed all the booths that read "Courtesy Lane." And after 45 mins.. CHEDENG! Tapos na! Ang laki ng ngiti ko nung natapos ko na sya, kala ko kasi aabutan ako ng lunch break eh. I have the rest of the day to myself. Basta! At last, I HAVE A FREAKING PASSPORT! SG, Here we come! Ü

The whole afternoon is dedicated to mere bumming! Ü Watched Pretty Little Liars [Which is pretty good and intriguing.] Then around 6pm, I started preparing for my "Eclipse Date" with my sister at Gateway. Sobrang hassle kasi I thought 7pm yung start ng movie, and I'm wondering bakit hindi pa sya tumatawag eh wala pa ko dun. So when I arrived there, nakita ko ang haba ng pila [What is it with this day? Puro pila!] and then I texted her. She told me na 8:30pm pa pala yung movie. Tsk! Kainis lang. Pero ok lang, di naman ako na-bore maghintay sa kanya eh. Iniisip ko nalang treat naman nya to. Ü I haven't had dinner yet, buti nalang may free meal yung movie tickets namin. TACO BELL BABY! Ü Super panalo! Ang sarap ng Quesidillas! Ü Oh, the benefits of being the "youngest" sister! Hehehe.

What I really enjoy when I watch movies with Ate Kat is that pareho kaming "jumpy". I mean, yung masaydong magugulatin sa mga sounds, violence, etc. SO start pa lang ng movie napaindak na kami kay Riley! Haha! Basta! And of course we enjoyed mocking Bella; "Mapusok 'tong si Bella!" "Mga kabataan talaga ngayon!" "GANDA MO BELLA AH!". The movie was okay, I'm not a Twilight die hard fan, I just like to watch it. I haven't read the book.. YET! That's why I don't have something to compare it to. I just adore how Edward proposed to Bella. He's just to freaking sweet for a vampire! ♥

After the movie, they took me home.

And that was how I spent the first day of my favorite month. ♥

Ate Kat's line for the night: "Ayaaaaan naaaa! Ayaaaan naaaa yung mga BUMPFIRE!!" Hahaha. Ü

11 Days to go.. ♥